Connecting Our Hearts (Roman Reigns)

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Promises p.o.v

I been at home all night crying, I really did mean it this time I really was sorry I just wanna hold him tight, like how I used to before all this shit happend if he looked in my eyes he wouldn't even see what's inside or what I'm feeling, if I could change what happend in our past I would change it a whole lot, late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of him, I can't get him off my mind and there's no where in the world I'd rather be then in my room laying next to him dreaming about me and him, I just wanna hold him close but so far all I have are dreams of him, so I wait for the day for the courage to say, how much I love him, I know I'll definitely be dreaming of him tonight till tomorrow, yeah I know I'm a bit emotional but I can't help it I just love him so much and I feel so bad that I hurt him in every single way, he hates me I'm sure, some times crying makes me feel good and better I might seem like a big baby but it's true, I just hope he'll give me another chance and if he does that would be great I would feel so much better and not depressed anymore, I love him so much but he doesn't see that all he sees in me is a goldigging monster and I wouldn't blame him for that, I wish I could feel his pain, so I know how it feels to get cheated on so many times then maybe our relationship wouldn't be so fucked up, all I have to say is I love him with all my heart.....