A dream come true [on hold]

recording

Your p.o.v
We were in my new house, felix setting up all my new recording stuff as I spun around in my spinny chair, the springs creaking continuously. "You're driving me insane y/n." mark said, pulling at his hair. "Am I?" I asked, continuing to spin in my chair, felix and sean chuckling at me. "What are you two laughing about?" I asked, getting up and getting close to each boys face, looking them in their eyes with my e/c (eye color) ones. I had to resist kissing both of them. They just seemed.... So flawless. Sean with his gorgeous blue eyes and chocolate brown hair. And Felix, with his golden hair and also gorgeous blue eyes. It took all my will power to hold back. Did I have to choose one? Or could i let them go, and be sad myself?

"Y/n?" mark asked, waving his hand in front of my face. I had sat back down, but I guess I had spaced out. "Huh?" I asked, fixing my h/c (hair color) ponytail. "Are you ready to record?" Felix and Sean asked together. It was hard not to rush over there and kiss them both. But then the memory of seans soft lips against mine prodded at the front of my thoughts, trying to distract me once again. "Yeah. I just need some water." I said, catching a glance from Felix as I walked away.

As I opened the cabinet i heard the door to the kitchen open. As I turned to look, felix came closer to me, grabbing my hand softly. "Um. Felix?" I asked, looking at him, my cheeks flushing a deep pink. "Just stay still." he said, kissing me softly. I smiled, and kissed back. Unfortunately, Sean somehow crawled back to the front of my mind, drowning out the scene at the moment. "I shouldn't have done that. But I had to let you know." Felix stated, going back to the room where we were to record. They can't both make me feel the same. This isn't possible. Is there something wrong with me?

3rd person p.o.v

You had gotten what you needed and went back to record. You and felix sat in awkward silence for most of the pauses in recording. But eventually the boys all went home, leaving you to get some sleep.

Your p.o.v

"Choose." they stated together, looking at me with fury and sadness in their eyes. Sean actually looked afraid, afraid that he might loose me. "I....I..." i stammered unable to answer. "Well I'll decide for you." Mark said emerging from the fog. He held a dagger in hand, quickly walking over to Sean and Felix, slitting both of their throats.

I shot up out of bed, nearly falling over. "It was just a dream." I said, rubbing the tears away. I really needed some help, and I knew just the person.