Trust

Chapter 3

Recap: I sit on my bed staring at a pink butterfly lamp that changes colors. Blue, Green, Pink, and it went again. Blue, Green, my eyes started to feel like two hundred pound weights. Sleep took over. It would be about 20 min before the nightmares start.

I woke up in cold sweat and the urge to throw up. I rush to the bathroom and throw up, which was barely anything because I didn't really eat. I hear footsteps coming to my room. Oh no. I forgot to lock my door!

Suddenly a hand was rubbing my back while the other was holding my hair lightly. I started to cry, I hated throwing up and I'm pretty sure whoever is rubbing my back is mad. That thought scared me. I started to sob. 

"Shhhhh love your ok.. calm down sweety.. HARRY COME HERE!!!" I'm pretty sure that was Liam who said that. 

Oh shit. They're both going to beat me. No,no,no,no!!! I looked up at Liam. 

"Noo! I'm fine really! Ple-ease don't hurt me! I'm sorry I woke you up!!" I sobbed. 

Liam gave a small smile and was about to speak when Harry glumly walked in. 

"What is it? Oh shit baby girl are you ok??" Harry asked and rushed over. He tried to touch my arm but I just flinched and backed up to the bathtub. 

"Harry can you go get two tablets of ibreprofen? I think she has the flu..." Liam asked. 

Harry just nodded and walked out of the room. I kept my head between my knees and rocked back and forth. Liam came up to me. 

"Honey are you ok?" He asked lightly. I just sobbed and nodded. I'm surprised he wasn't hitting me, I guess that waits till morning. 

Harry walked back into the room with two pills and water. 

"Babe will you drink this for me?" Liam asked. I just nodded once again. I took the pills and washed it down with water. 

" I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you. And umm can I brush my teeth please?" I asked with puppy dog eyes. 

"No problem baby girl, you don't need to ask." Harry said. I smiled slightly. 

The boys left and I brushed my teeth. I hated that taste. 

I walked back into my room and crawled into my bed. I got lost into the huge comfroter. 

"Hey sweety, how are you feeling?" Harry asked. I guess I didn't see him when I came out of the bathroom. 

"I feel fine thank you." I said.

" Well Liam went to bed and I don't want to leave you alone when your sick so I'm going to hang out with you" He said. 

Oh no. He is going to hurt me!! The possiblities of what he can do made me horrified. I started to tear up and shake. 

" It's ok you don't need to! I'm fine really!" I siad horrified. He looked confused. 

"Babe you don't need to be scared, I'm not going to hurt you. Shh calm dow love." He said. 

I was sobbing uncontrolably at this point. He scooted me over and stroked my back. We were both on my bed, usually this would horrify me but him stroking my back was kind of calming. My tears slowed down as I whimpered.

"Honey why don't we just watch a movie? To get your mind off things." He said. 

I haven't seen any movies in along time. The only movie I can remember was lilo and stich. 

"O-o-ok" I said. 

He smiled and got the remote. The thought of a movie made me really happy.