I can't be normal

Zoey

Authors note~

ok so here it goes! Ok so this will be about a book who I would really like to be if I wasn't shy and all! So please don't judge!

Zoey's POV

Today was my last day of school. I had the largest lump in my throat right now. I dont really want to speak to anyone but Angela.

Angela is my best friend. we goff around a lot. She is the only person who knows my secrets. She will so any stunt with me. She is there when I need her the most.

I walk through the crowded and noisy halls. Everybody seems so happy but me. The prankster of the school is sad. Usually I am all bright and dandy everyday.

It seems like the world around me is dissolving into nothing. I fell a body slam right into me. "Hey watch it!" I yell at the person.

I look up and it's Mark. The guy of my dreams. "Oh I am so sorry I wasn't paying attention to were I was going." Mark smiled and made my stomach fill with butterflies.

"No problem. Hey isn't today your last day here?" I wish I could say no. "Yea. I am reallu going to miss here." Everything seemed to disappear. Like everything was quiet and still.

"Yea I really wished I would of gotten to know you better. I mean come on you have yhe best jokes ever." He was walking by my side. We had first hour together.

"Me to." Then the air filled back up with loud kids and wet dog. "See ya around. " Then Mark went to go sit with the football kids. I sat in the usual spot. In the middle. Everybody wanted to be around me.

Then Angela came through the door. She had a fake smile on. She was never good at that. She sat down right next to me. "Hey." Angela spoke really softly.

"Hey come on thus won't be the last time you see me. Let's not make this a horrible day." Angela just smiled and turned back around.

This was going to be a horrible day.

Lunch finally came around. I was starving. I got in line and smelt cinnamon rolls, breakfast corn dogs, waffles and juice.

I had practically begged the principle to serve this on my last day of school. I picked out 3 cinnamon rolls 2 corn dogs 5 waffles some milk and syrup.

I sat outside. It was warm and a nice day to just be outside. Angela came around and sat down in front of me.

"So do you knoe anybody who is going to school with you?" I have only been to the school once or twice. "No. But I hope they are all nice."

Then my attention went away from Angela. I saw Mark coming towards me. Is this reall? Am I seeing correctly?

The I noticed it was reall because he sat right next to me and Angela had her mouth open.

"So is it ok if some of my buddies come and sit with you?" Then I noticed Angela wasn't stareing at Mark she was looking at Taylor. He crush. "oh yea sure we would be glad to have company."

Just like that Taylor and the other guys sat around the table. "So what are you doing after school?" Mark was asking what I was doing after school!?

I can't contain all these emotions! I just wanted to hug him and spill all the years out to him. I just wish I could still be here. "Well I was just going to go hang out at my house with Angela."

Angela seemed busy with her crush. She is so lucky. "Wait so you are only moving schools not states?"

"No. My dad just thinks I am to crazy here. So he wants me to meet new people and try to calm myself down thats all." I stared into his deep blue eyes. They stared into mine.