A Hustler's Daughter -DISCONTINUED

13) You changed me

Hazel POV

Even though I told Ro that I was cool, I was far from it. My whole day was blew because of that shit Maria pulled.

She thought because she was pregnant I was gone take her disrespect and she was sadly mistaken.

I should've gave her more than a punch in the face, but if I would've beat her ass Ro would not forgive me if she lost their baby.

Speaking of that I'm not over it, and I don't think I would be able to get over it. I mean I know I can't be mad I knew they was fucking but damn.

This may sound selfish, but I'm not used to sharing and I don't want to start now. Not with a baby and most definitely not another woman.

Is this gone be my new life? Playing step mommy to a person child who obviously doesn't even want me around Ro so I know she not gone want me around her child.

That's in the future though so I might be able to grow up and actually accept the fact that she's having his child.

I've never really thought about having sex with Ro just yet. I don't want to be a freshman in college having to miss out on college fun because I could 't wait to have sex and ended up pregnant.

Don't get me wrong children are a blessing. I just don't think I'm ready to have one yet. Hell I'm still a child getting supported by my parents.

I was sitting in my room listening to gold slugs by DJ Khaled ft. Chris Brown, August Alsina, and Fetty Wap. I don't know why this song is my hype song. I was dancing around my room while the song played. August part is my favorite part so I song that part extra hard.

When I'm licking and grilling you know she love that

Call her semi automatic cause she bust back

And it's time she's my now and later

she be begging me to annihilate her

When it's over she'll need the undertaker, killed that

Your body shaking girl I feel that

Its mine forever we grind together

And when you put them slugs in we even shine together

And I love that and I think she knows that

Whenever she arrive it gotta go down

She said she only fucking with them thugs

But nobody hand cuffing baby no doubt

Because we both know what it was

I don't know why that part hypes me up so much but it does. I actually like the whole song, but I think it's the way August said call her semi automatic cause she bust back won me over. Chris is obviously the best singer out the two, but I mean I like them both.

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It was now Friday and I was so excited because my baby was getting on the field and doing what he does best.

He has been at practice all week long until like 10 at night so I knew this was going to be the game to watch.

We've barely been able to spend any time together and that's been eating me up more than anything else.

The dance team got a competition coming up next week in Atlanta Georgia. I'm so excited because we been working so hard on a new routine.

We not trying to let what happened at the last competition happen again next week. If it do I'm beating up some judges this time.