You Know You Love Her Why Hurt Her

chapter 3

I am so fucking mad right now why would they do something like that I mean I was going to settle down with her. But I still have feelings for my ex girlfriend. I don't know what to do. I just need to calm my damn nerves. So I went to the place where I first met mayvice. The clif beside the waterfalls. Nobody really knows about like this place always calms me down because this is where I first ask her out. And we made love for hours in the great out doors. And of course I always wore protection. Then I didn't want kids then but now I do. What if during our senior year back when we had problems with each other. Did I get her pregnant? I always ask myself that. And sometimes I feel that she stills has feeling for me. NO SHE COULD NEVER HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME ANYMORE CUASE I ABUSED HER SO MANY TIMES SHES SCARED THAT MIGHT HURT HER AGIAN BUT I REALLY WANT TO LOVE HER. as I almost fall down in the waterfall but grabs a hold of one of one of the branches and did a back flip over and landed head first on the ground which hurt. Owwwwwwww I yell. That shit really hurt and I think I hurt my balls.😱😨😢😥😡😤. This is how I feel right now. I already got a knot forming on my head. And when I get home they better be GONE! And I'm serious I Wil bash a muthafucka head in right now. Cause I'm do fucking depressed right now I really don't want to get there and hav to start a big ass fight with Joseph. Today is not the fucking day to fuck with michael Joseph muthafucking Jackson.

Mayvice pov
As I was walking out of the house because I had to cool my nerves from arguing with chance he really said something that really hurt me. I knew he felt that way about not having an dad. So I thought that I would go to the place where I always go to calm down the waterfall valley.
As I walking I heard some sniffling and little coughs. So I pulled it my sword which I always carry with me for protection at all times . and hit glows a purple and blue fire. I'm a demon spond to be ho honest. And I happen to see a girl like figure and so I approach with my sword held high getting ready to strike just in case she or he tries to swing on me. And as I was right behind them they turned around and I dropped my sword to be shocked at what I just saw and then I blacked out when he said my name and looked at me deep in my eyes.