Mazley-
-Flashback
Im woken from my sleep at the feel rough hands on my leg i jump out my sleep in fear . Cause i know who it is . " hey sunshine " my uncle pooh said .
I moved to the corner and got under the blanket with my knees pulled to my chest . " come here " he said tuging on my elmo night gown from under the blankets . " leave me alone please pooh " i cried silently . His phone began to ring . He slowly walked out my room and closed the door . I prayed god will send an angel to be here with me then cried myself to sleep
- flashback over -
BEEP BEEP BEEP
my alarm rung all through my room, i took my time getting up . As i thought about that stupid nightmares that just wont let me forget about them . I walk to the bathroom and did my daily routine. As i walked out my older sisters boyfriend dezz was coming to the bathroom "morning lil nigga " he said as he shoulder bumped me " too early dezz too fucking early man" i rolled my eyes and he chuckled .
I walked to my little brother and sisters room "nicole , will get up guys " i yelled . will is 7 and nicole was ten . will started to whine which woke up brianna, the youngest was 1 . " when is pooh coming ?" will asked while rubbing his eyes and finally getting outta bed . " any minute go get dressed and wake up mom " . He ran off . My phone went off indicating i had a notification.
It was a kik message from dezz little brother X i met a few weeks ago when i got suspended and my sister had to come get me, he was at our house with his girlfriend or ex is what he says .He was cool to talk to. We chilled like twice smoked a few . He claim he like me but you know how that go . I don't listen nor believe these fools . So we just talking for now but only dez knows cause my mom and sister wont like it . He is 20 full black 5'7 and cute as hell mannnn he had a nice little 6 pack and a tattoo of his late mothers face on his right forearm . She was beautiful.
I on the other hand am 15 mixed with black and mexican, a lil on the chubby side . I stood 5'1 with jet black hair almost to the middle of my back .
I snapped out my thought of him at the sound of a knock on the door .
KNOCK KNOCK .
I took a deep breath cause i knew who it was pooh . Till this day no one knows he used to touch me but my mom all she did was stop having him babysit me. i think thats why im so screwed up now . That made me feel so dead and not caring bout shit .
I walked over unlocked the door and walked away . I wasn't bout to unlock it and open it tf? Bad enough moms knows and he still be over here just not without her or another adult sometimes .
" goodmorning sunshine" his voice sent chills through my body and i didnt like it at all . He tried to touch my hair but i walked away . Feeling disgusted with myself i feel its my fault .
" mom get up i gotta go " i walked into my moms room and shook her .
" damn just stay home and help me with brianna shit " she stated half sleep .
" your gonna get a fine if i do ma and plus thats what ashley ass here for "
She sat up and reached for brianna .
" your right . is your tio here yet ? " she asked " yea , and dont forget to report today at 1 " i said as i walked to the door " i know damnit love you " She gave me a kiss . I walked outside to my bustop to meet my bestfriend slash cousin shavon Man thats my heart right there
" waaddupp bihhh " she said . ..
. " was gud nigga " I said while texting x back . " aye i got some shit to tell you .. Have you been on twitter yet ? " she said with big eyes and covered her mouth " nah what happened " i questioned " well That lil thot alexis got her nudes exposed "
We both busted out laughing "dammnnn you fr " i said looking suprised " shit it was bound to happen . Here come this stinky ass bus tho "
" Mr. B is yo baeee tho " i laughed " my side nigga get it right biitch " she said flipping me off
We laughed together and went to sit in the back
