~lowercase intended~
what would he feel if i actually did die? would he be sad or happy? would he spend his time crying or going out with friends like chris and pj?
Those are the questions i ask myself as i lay here with his head on my chest. with him curled up against me.
i'm glad i have him now. I'm glad he saved me.
if it wasn't for him, i would be dead after swallowing those pills.
i'm happy now. happy with my squish.
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P.S. squish is my nickname for philly.
