Blood Stains and Monochrome (laughing Jack)

Chapter Sixteen

(Small warning, there may be triggering parts to this so if you're sensitive to certain subjects this is a warning! Enjoy!)

Malice's mind~
Sleeping
Hurting
Crying
Ache
Death
Screaming

I finally woke up, in my own bed, nothing but silence, nothing but my mind repeating the incident... I don't even know what I did to deserve it.. It's like I didn't even have a right, I'm not safe anymore... He tried killing me, now raping me!? I shouldn't have come, I should've just stayed home, my dad was an ass but I wasn't around these psychopaths who don't care about hurting others... It was all a mistake... Maybe a dream.. A dream I can't wake up from... A dream that will never end.. It never ends until my life does.. What if I just let myself fade? Won't everything be fine? Just like I thought before? Just like the first time...
Flashback..
"Get out!" A kid screamed as I sat down. *slam* as I fall to the aisle of the bus... "Get out of my seat nasty!"
The older boys love hitting me I guess... So does my family... Yet I'm only a kid... I'm worthless though, everyone loves to hit me and make fun of me... If I disappear will they be happy?
My first thoughts of suicide come to play, it's not the first time though, my whole life I wished to die..

(A/n I'm sorry this isn't the best, I just want you into the mind of malice, also the song is one of my favorites so if tog like check it out. Bye lovelies!)