Fantasyland (A Blood On The Dance Floor Fanfiction)

Chapter 11

Woke up the next day, Jayy was already awake and in the just now starting up the shower. I snuck into the bathroom and got undressed. I got in the shower to be shortly covered in kisses starting from my lips, going all the way down to my stomach. I gently brought his head back up to my lips and kissed him passionately. "I love you," he said, as I pulled away. "I love you too, babe." We quickly finished up in the shower and got out. I didn't bring clothes with me so I just put on my lacy, purple bra and underwear set that I had on before. I walked into the bedroom and realized that today was the day the we go and figure out if the baby is a boy or a girl. I put on my shirt that has Pikachu on it and my tights that have mini Pikachus all over them. After we were both dressed and ready, we went downstairs and ate and I grabbed a cup if coffee and we left. On our way there, we held hands and talked about the baby. I wanted a boy, but I also wanted a girl, and there was also kind if didn't want a baby at all right now. I told Jayy that and he said that if I wanted to we could give the baby up for adoption and try again when I'm ready for a baby. I thought about it and I want to, but I don't want my child going without knowing their real parents and thinking that we hated them. I don't even know anymore, but I know that I have time to think about it. When we got to the doctor, we slowly walked in and told the receptionist who we were and why we were there. She told us that it would be just a minute and to sit in the waiting room for a minute. We sat there and it was less than five minutes before they called my name out and we walked back to a room in the back. She told me to lay down and wait for the doctor to come in and in like thirty seconds the doctor walked in and got straight down to business. He put the cold gel stomach and started rubbing the other thing (yes, the other thing) around my stomach. After a few minutes, the doctor looked at us with an expression that said 'I'm sorry' all over it. "I'm sorry, but it seems to be that you have had a miscarrage," he told us and I started screaming 'No!' and crying. I ran out of the building and got in the car. I couldn't stop crying. After a minute or two, Jayy came out also with tears streaming down his face. He got in the car and screamed and hit his hand on the steering wheel. He started up the car and sped out of there. The trip to the doctors is usually twenty minutes but with Jayy's speedy driving he split the one in half. We walked inside, me wrapped up in his embrace and him telling me that it would be okay. Everyone was sitting on the couch with smiles on and their smiles fading as they saw our year stained faces. "What's wrong?" Skylar asked. It took me a minute to finally get it out but when I did all I could say was "We lost the baby." Skylar walked over and hugged me. "It's gonna be okay. We're all here for you, okay?" I nodded my head and started crying again. Dahvie came over and told me that even though there was no baby, he still loved me as a sister and that I was always welcome to go talk to him. Desmond walked over to me and held me tight. "Look at me," he said softly. I looked up at him and he said "I know that I haven't seen you for a long time, but I do still love you. You're my baby sister and I hate to see you like this. It's going to be okay, I promise." Finally, Domino came over to us and said "Hey, I haven't known you guys that long and I know that why in about to say probably wont mean much to you but I'm really sorry for the loss. I know how special this baby was to you two an I'm sorry to see things happen like this." He started to walk away before I stopped him and said "That meant a lot more than you could ever know. Thank you." I gave Jayy a kiss and old him I loved him and waited for him to day it back. After he did, I went up to our bedroom and sat I the bed screaming into the pillow and crying, making my face black from my makeup. After like an hour, Jayy brought me an Ibuprofen and a glass if water. I took the pill and laid down. Jayy laid down with me and wrapped him arms around me until I fell asleep. I fell asleep at 10:30 AM and woke up at 2:30 PM. When I woke up I had a major headache and I was crying I my sleep. "Heyy," I heard Jayy say from beside me. When I didn't answer he said "You were screaming and crying in our sleep." "Then why did you sit up here an listen to me? Why didn't you go downstairs?" I asked. "Because I wanted to be here when you woke up." I turned around and gave him a quick kiss before getting up and changing into something more comfortable. I went downstairs and was immediately surrounded by hugs from everyone.