Invincible

Annie's POV

I said don't do it babe

"Please don't, you know I hate you drinking then driving." I beg Nick as he grab his keys. "I'm fine Dan." Nick said. "Really, because my name is Annie or Ann not Dan." I told him to prove my point. "Dan Ann it's the same thing." Nick hiss at me.

Four or Five drinks and you were on your way

I watch Nick leave my house knowing no force would stop him. He had four or five drinks at least I follow him out watching him get into his car. "Can you please let me drive you Nick, I really don't mind." I ask trying one more time. "I'll be right back." Nick said then pull out of my driveway. I go back in my house praying for the best.

September first, 2003, took the life right out of me

It is September first and Nick's and mine first day of our second year in college. Nick said he need to get something so we can celebrate but I don't drink. I always have four or five beers that Nick brings just in case I never want to drink. My phone starts ringing ten or twenty minutes after Nick left. I answer it thinking Nick needs some type of help. "Is this Anneth Stalans?" Someone who isn't Nick asks. "Yes it is, how may I help you?" I ask. "Your friend Nicholas crush we have him in surgery, we don't know if he will make it. His family wishes for you to be here." The person said. My heart stops.

Hung up the phone and raced out the door

I got my heart beat back then I quickly hung up the phone. I grab my keys and race to the hospital. I'm so broken I can barely breath, my heart broken, and I should of did something he would still be here.

Tried to believe that it wasn't true

It must be a horrible nightmare... I mean I always have this nightmare and I always knew him being the life of any parties would catch up to him sooner or later. I just taught he would get a ticket or something not this. I never wanted or think he might die.

Your family was waiting and crying for three damn hours

I get there and all of his family there. "Oh Annie, thank you I know Nick would want you here." Denise, his mom said. "I'm sorry, I should of tried harder." I said fighting back my tears. "Annie there was nothing you could have done." Kevin cried then pull me in a tight hug. We were in the waiting room for three painful hours; none of us could believe this was really happening.

Said it ain't worth it babe, but you did it anyways

It's been two years since Nick's crush. He should of listen to me; I rather drive him than not have him here. I don't even remember if he told me where he was going. All I ever think about is that one phone call and the three hours his family and I spent waiting for nothing. I wish I could going back and I would save him, his family and my self from a lot of pain ans sorrow. I'm still in the same house and same college I was two years ago but the only difference is I brought my house in Nick's honor. He would always say he love my house he even help me decorate it. How could I get of something that reminds me of Nick and Nick always wanted.

Seeing your face, yeah it's haunting me

Nick and I had the same classes when Nick was here. I sit in the same sit in my classes two years ago. Everyday my mind plays tricks on me and I see Nick's smiling face as he waiting for me and saving my sit like he did when he was here. No one dares to take those two sits, I don't know if they do it out of honor, or they just don't want to sit by me. either way it's Nick's and mine sits because it's still Nick's sit even if he here or not physically he still always here to me. "Hey Annie," John he one of Nick's old party friends. Nick's friends were only nice to me because they knew if they weren't Nick would kick their asses. "Hey John," I said, this is the first time in two years I talk about something that wasn't school. "I was wondering would you and Nick like to come to my party... oh wait Nick's dead because of you." John hiss. "It wasn't my fault." I cried. "Sure it not that's why he not here." Johan hiss then took his sit while my mind play the means trick on me as I'm crying. "Annie don't cry." I see Nick's ghostly face say. He haunting me. I run out of the class room.