Say: Things that Need to Be Said; Glee

I don't know why am doing this or writing about really. I made a video talking about it..but this is easier. Its eaiser to write things than say them. Because sometimes words get stuck. Anyways this is obiviously not about writing this is about Glee. Hence The Title.

As you know recent events were  well kind of crazy and really sad. 

I been a Gleek sense Glee Pliot episode aired in May of 2009. I loved it, and could wait to watch season 1. The thing I loved about glee because it was the underdogs. I been part of the underdogs, bullied..alone trying to make it through school alive. I was also a choir geek so I had that in common. 

The 1st episode I  loved the characters. 

Rachel: Shared my love for Musicals 

Finn: I couldn't dance and I was trying to figure things

Kurt: Again with musicals

Mercedes: I did believe in god.. and I really liked her clothes

Tina: I was scared of being my true self around others

Artie:  I was the geeky, kid in highschool and would be invisble

Mike: I loved dancing secretly

Puck: I wasn't like Puck but Has a heart but doesn't show it

Quinn: Quinn was the girl at first that I wanted to be but realize that wasn't me

Brittany: I could be random like Brittney 

Santana: Is the girl I wish I had guts to say half of the things she says. To stand up for myself..because I never did

Glee help me a lot, yes you can say its just a tv show. But It was escape for me like Harry Potter: aka books. I was being builled for being in speical ed or not having enough money, or just being different. I learned that my friends were not truly my friends..and glee help me feel not alone. 

It also helped me when my dad got really sick and the doctors were saying so much stuff. We didn't know if he was going to live or not. That was tough but glee cheered me up made me laugh and smile. 

Depression, sudical thoughts you name it. I never admitted anything really but I was so close. I was scared to tell my friends and family because I thought I was crazy but Glee help me...when they talked about Dave... and sucide. What Kurt said being happy really help me. 

Sure sometimes glee gets me sad or mad but it helps me so much. 

The glee cast are people who I look up to the new and old cast memories. 

Cory was one of them. My favorite tall awkard Candian. He loved life, he was funny and sure he went through bad stuff but he kept on. 

When I heard about Cory death it sadden me, I cried for few hours okay more than few hours. It sucks because he is so young and yes I know what he died of but thats not how he should be remembered. 

He was great guy, funny, and I'm sure you can find intereviews about him on youtube. 

But I won't forget him being Finn, or the interviews or the stuff that he did. 

It sucks when someones die. He was a true idol, true star. He won't be forgotten 

Thank You Cory for Everything