I, we, teenagers starts to question our self.
Who am I?
I know of course the feeling, after all I'm 15.
Sometimes I don't understand myself. If theres something I want, I will not take it or do it. Its right in my face and I'm not taking the oppurtinity. I really wanted it but I just can't make a move myself, I don't know anymore.
I feel embarrased when there's nothing to be embarrased with.
I feel afraid even there's nothing to be afraid.
I feel ugly, stupid, dissapointed and dull.
Eventually I get jelous. I get jelous of everyone who always smile. I do smile but not happy.
I'm jelous when I see them having boyfriends while me on the otherhand is hopelessly waiting.
I get jelous when they are on the spot with their co-populars hanging out.
Its not that I don't have friends, its just that I'm different from them.
I want them to know I exist. I want to be knowm, I want to fit in but I don't want to be a fame whore. Thats holding me back, besides I don't have the courage to let out myself.
And I hate myself feeling this. I hate myself for being what am I right now.
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