Dear Me,
I hope you stand strong. I know things are shitty right now, you miss people too much. Sleepless nights, endless tears, same thing the last few days. Why are you so upset over this? I know you're not in a great spot right now, so I thought maybe I should tell you what you wrote down...
Midnight
The truth is...
-I miss you too much
-before I finally fall asleep, I think of you
-I'm really hoping you miss me too
-you were a really big part of me
-I miss you like an adult misses their childhood
-it feels shitty to miss you
-I know we probably won't get back together, but I really hope we do work things out
-I only want you
-I'm heartbroken
-I think I love you
-but if we got together, I dont think I could lose you again
-I just want to call you babe and be in your arms again
-please come back
-my eyes are blurry with tears right now
-I'm sorry
Oh Hun, I'm sorry for you. Shut your eyes and get some sleep. Things will be better in the morning, I promise. Give it time. You'll be strong. One day you won't need that damn note and you can throw it all away.
I hope things get better. I know it won't be soon. But it'll be okay one day.
Sincerely,
💔Me
