Its Okay to be Human

Solidarity

I am broken
It's the sad truth
I'm sorry for disappointing
That I'm not happy
I'm  nowhere near perfect
It's sort of impossible

I can't be who you want
Me to be
I want to be happy
So I'm going to be myself
If you want me to change
Change yourself first

My life is a mess
Never a perfect picture
Just hidden
Way to fucking well

When I'm open I get hurt

Like the scars under my shirt

Don't show enough 

No I'm not hurt at all 

No the fresh wounds don't show my emotions 

At all

I don't care if this isn't poetic

But why should the river of emotions be 

When nobody it feels like is coming to save me

I will never be free

From this misery

When my sexuality is a disregarded nobody

It really hurts

When my gender is fluid 

I'm not a girl

But I look like one apparently 

So it's okay 

No its not 

Never was really

I'm broken

Insacure afraid horrified terrified scared anxious 

Because of one action 

It's really like putting a price tag on my emotions 

There is no emotions that I can hide

Anymore 

When my hands shake like an earthquake beneath my feet 

Anxiety fills me 

Almost screaming 

I'm at war

In my mind

Nobody wins

But I'm almost done 

And I don't know if I'm making it out alive 

but ill try