This isn't a story, is is what Talia Joy meant to me and to honor her memory.
Talia, I never liked wearing makeup before I saw your videos and now makeup makes me think of you. Talia Joy you were so beautiful and strong and I loved you for just that and I wish I was as strong as you when I wasn't the one with cancer taking over my body. People say cancer won your battle but honestly it didn't at all. You did. Who was able to live with cancer for 6 years when the doctors thought it wasn't possible? You.
Who had a legacy and so many people who were inspired by you? You. Who was 13 and could do makeup like a professional make up artist even better then some?! You. Who am I writing this about? Can you guess? Yep, you Talia. People probably think I'm insane but I've decided already I was going to name my future daughter after you. You inspired me and so much Talia and I've prayed to you every night since you died and I feel as though you can understand it all and I don't know what to say to you because your younger then me and still so much stronger.
13 my butt. You are so mature and smart for your age. You've had to deal with so much for a 13 year old that no one should have to especially a 13 year old YouTube makeup artist. It is sad that your gone but it is happy too. You've been in so much pain lately and your not anymore. You earned your wings and heaven gained a beautiful angel with your death.
I wish I knew what else to say, but I can't think of anything. I've been an emotional wreck the past few days only wanting you back and wanting it to be a dream. I found out about you when my sister wanted me to tweet Ellen to get you on her show and I tweeted it at least 10 times even though I had only just found out about you.
You've endured so much and we love you for being so inspiring. The two songs I've listened to over and over that can describe how I feel about your death is Castle Of Glass by Linkin Park and Ronan by Taylor Swift. Talia ilysm you don't even know. No matter how much I say this I doubt you will understand how much it means that you've been there for us all and cared so much about your followers/ subscribers/ fans.
This is so short and I feel bad because I honestly have not one clue what to say I'm just speechless.
So I'll end this with I love you and rest in paradise; swimming little fishy. Your beautiful and an amazing angel earth was able to have... We love you.
