I didnt mean to do it
I was not feeling green or red
I was concerned and said what i said..i am sorry it was a secret that i decided to share..
But i did have a reason to if you just would care to hear:I traded it to know how you faired with me..i did not like what i heard i dont know what it means..i wish it was different but your reason is clear to me..i am not worthy of your secrets i see them to my heart but i would trade all of them just to have you in my heart instead of them i which to hold forever.I was ill in the head..i know that sounds like an excuse..it is..i am wrong and ripped full of remorse and regret..i wish not to trade with your trust with anymore it is wrong and shameful and i wish not to have done it...
