Fix You

Bitter

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"Broken Hearted Bar"

"Seriously? Dito talaga Joy!????" iritado kong tanong sa kaibigan kong loka-loka.

"What? It's not like you're broken hearted or anything, ay wait, break na pala kayo ng walangyang Romeo na yun, he broke up with you because you NEVER let him bed you, and he's a douche bag for asking to have sex with you, and all I can say is, GOOD FOR YOU, girl! Congrats! You're free from that asshole!" pang-aasar niya pa kaya naman iniwan ko na siya at pumasok na sa loob ng bar.

Agad kaming humanap ng table na pwede naming ioccupy at agad na naupo doon at umorder.

1 hour after...

"WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sayaw tayo Juliet! Hahahah!!!!" tuwang-tuwa na yaya ni Joy sakin while dragging me to the dance floor.

At ako naman na may tama na sa alak ay basta-basta nalang nagpahila sa kanya.

The music was wild and so is the crowd. Kaya nama'y sumayaw narin ako.

I don't like dancing, but it doesn't mean na hindi ako marunong.

Infact, I'm one hell of a dancer, sabi pa ni Romeo.

AAAAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!! F*CK HIM!!!!!

Bakit ko ba siya naiisip!?????

HE'S A TOTAL PIECE OF SH*T!!!!

After some time on the dance floor, umalis na ako dahil umiikot na ang paningin ko.

I rushed to the nearby counter and sat on a bar stool.

Nilingon ko ang direksyon ni Joy and saw that she's doing fine kaya nama'y umorder nanaman ako ng liquor.

It was my second bottle of sanmig light when a man sat beside me.

"For a beautiful lady, you sure drink a lot."

Panimula nito kaya nilingon ko na.

I look at him from head to foot and raised my left brow.

"Woah! Feisty." Natutuwa pa nitong sabi pero pinili ko na hindi nalang ito pansinin.

My mind is in chaos right now. And the same goes for my stupid heart.

"Broken hearted?" I heard him asked after a minutes of silence kaya naman napalingon na ako sa kanya.

"I'll take that as a yes." Nakangisi niyang sabi kaya nairita ako.

Pabagsak kong ibinaba ang hawak kong bote at masama siyang tiningnan.

"EIH ANO NAMAN NGAYON KUNG BROKEN HEARTED AKO!!!!?????? Ganyan naman kayong mga lalake hindi ba? Nag-eenjoy kayong makita kaming mga babae na nahihirapan at nasasaktan!! Pare-pareho lang kayo, TO HELL WITH ALL OF YOU!!!!!" hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko.

It's been a week since Romeo broke up with me. But it feels like it was just yesterday.

It still hurts like hell.

"Kaya ikaw na lalake ka, layu-layuan mo ako at ayaw kong makisalamuha sa mga kalahi ni Adan ngayon." Iritadong kong sabi sa kanya bago ko inisang lagok ang natitirang laman ng alak na nasa boteng iniinuman ko pagkatapos ay muli akong umorder.

"Hey, I think you've had enough." Marahan niyang sabi nang mapansin niyang nakakailang bote nanaman ako ng alak.

Nilingon ko siya and I can see that he's spinning.

"You're drunk." Seryoso niyang sabi.

I'm trying to straighten myself but I just feel so dizzy.

And all of the sudden, I felt my cheeks getting wet, and the next thing I knew, I was sobbing.

"Romeo....Why? Why did you break my heart? I-If I gave you my all, wi-will you still stay by my side? I-I love you, Please..."

And everything went black.

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