i HATE you

*chapter 2*

I crept upstairs, a knot twisted inside my stomach, frightened of waking anyone, or for my next slaughter. I heard the faint snoring from my mother, and saw a small thumb inside Lexi's mouth. The quite sound of my dad humming to himself in his sleep, like he always does. I slept into my room, picking my way carefully, not making a sound. I heard a small voice say

" darling?" I looked to find mum standing in her nighty, her slick black hair, lying just below her shoulders, the remains of her eyeliner and mascara, now smudged to make panda eyes. The past few years mums beautyness has been replaced with worry lines, waved across her forehead.

"yes?" I whispered

"can we talk, in your bedroom?" she asked in a weak tone

"yeah sure come in" I said opening my door, so she could join me in my den.

"tar." She answered in her Yorkshire accent.

"I love you and I want you to know that. So from now on if your dad lays a finger on you, he lays his hands on me too."She said. "we'll fight him together ALWAYS." I was so shocked by this I didn't know what to say. So instead I reached out to hug her. The smell of mints, brings back memories from my childhood,

"I love you to mum." I answered "Always."

She kissed me goodnight before entering her own room. I awoke by Lexi screaming, meaning she was ready for a change and to be fed. I waited to hear footsteps in the landing. Nothing.

"guess it's me then."I muttered

After I'd change Lexi and fed her, her mushed up breakfast, I didn't have time for me to have breakfast. Half an hour to be at school. I legged it upstairs, where I ran in to dad, almost knocking myself out. After my eyes had adjusted them back to full view, I felt a fist hit my eye, which caused be to cry out in pain. I fell backwards, looseing my balance before hitting the cold wooden floor. I looked out of my ok eye to see my mother standing there, doing nothing.

"After everything u said, mother, lies, all of them LIES!!!" I screamed "I HATE YOU!!" As soon a the words left my mouth I regretted it. I had no choice but to run. I grabbed Lexi and sprinted to the door. I stopped, down a back way alley, not quite sure we're I was. I can't believe I said I hated my mother. I didn't hate her, it was my Dad I hated. I fell to the floor, Lexi still in my arms. Rocking her back and forth in my arms, pretending she was a teddy bear. I guess lexis all I've got left now. A flood of tears poured out of my eyes. Lexi saw me crying, her cute little face, her ice blue eyes staring into my deep blue eyes. She tugged my jet black hair, then twisted it round her finger. Her small cute fingers nails, and soft pink cheeks, perfect, everything perfect. With her still sucking her thumb I leand her against my chest, swaying slightly with the wind.

"I love you Lexi." I whispered , kissing her rosie cheeks.

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