How do you build your own, when you have nothing and nobody to depend on, the secret to success is depending on yourself, but what happened to atleast a shoulder to lean on, this day in age Is that in anybody's interest? All I see around me is selfishness. Everyone thinking about themselves, once they make it leaving the ones who need help left behind. I wish I can go back in time. generations ago when family supported each other you know? family time, movie night, or even wine and dine. What happened to the days when we all were a union, and teammates it's like we are against each other battling as if we are different skin tones and a different race, let's face it, I'm only here to keep them connected, Atleast that's how it seems, but once I leave everyone will disburse things will get worse and there will be no connection, no phone calls, not Even texting. It's sad when friends are closer than family they are there for you while family is ghost like enemies, talking wreckless behind eachothers back, what kind of crap is that? You said this, she said that, as if your high on a pedal stool and any better than the rest, who do you think you are you little pest, Thought you all were anointed and living with the Holy Ghost, From my point of view I think the past 23 years I've been living my life in a fucking CULT.
