A/N : Doing P.O.V.'s
Harry's P.O.V.
As I'm waiting for Fatima to come I'm thinking of ways to kill her.
I want to be human I want to know how it feels to be a human instead of a Fallen Angel. Before ever becoming a Fallen Angel I was a guardian angel from the heavens. One day thousands of years ago I was a Guardian Angel I wasn't assigned to anyone at the time when I over heard an angel pal of mine say if a guardian angel wants to be human you must kill an archangel. And I did just that. Except I didn't become human. A became Fallen.
*Flashback*
December 16, 1757
London, England
"Hey, Harold, feels good to be down here on earth don't it lad?" My good friend (now considered my dad) Mike asks me.
"It does indeed. I wish I could live here instead of upstairs. You know? Don't you ever wonder what it feels like to be human? You know like to live a 'real life'?" I ask curiously because I want to know if I'm not the only guardian angel wanting a human life.
"I do. I always do and I know you think of being human all day everday, I do the same trust me." He says answering my question.
"Well, you want to know something I over heard yesterday? I heard Louis say if you want to become a human you must kill an archangel and poof just like that you become a human."
"I dont know Harold, that Louis lad does not seem like the honest nor trustworthy type. I on the other hand think that what you over heard is a lie. I know for a fact that Louis wants to be human desperately, dont you think that if what he said about becoming a human is true he would be the first to do it?"
Mike has a good point is all I could think.
"But why would he be telling others this?" I ask sad.
"I don't know how to answer that son but if you want to believe that cunt go on ahead. I am no one to stop your actions, I'm only warning you. Whatever you do just know that your not alone, I'll keep an eye on you my boy." Mike said while patting my back. Mike is like a father to me he was sent to heaven by the archangels when he was 40 and since then he was granted the life of immortality as a guardian angel on February 12, 1660. I remember that day as if it was just yesterday. Ever since Mike came I was his first ever friend and since years have past I consider him my father and I his son.
"I know you would dad.... I know."I mumble.
"You know if you really want to do what Louis says I'll help you. I'll get you an archangel."
"You'd really do that for me?"
"Yes I would. You're a son to me Harold."
"Thank you, and your like a Dad to me. I love you." I couldn't hold it anymore I cried on my dads shoulder. Not tears of depression. But tears of happiness.
*End of flashback*
My flashback was interrupted by a small thin voice saying 'Hi'.
Fatima.
"Hello beautiful what took you so long?" I ask walking towards her.
"Th- The security wouldn't let me in." She answers me nervously if I'm not mistaken.
"Ahhh, thats Paul, dont worry about him he is really nice, you just have to be on his good side." I say.
"Uhhh.... can we just... work on my essay, so i can go home.... I'm not really fond of this side of town. Especially at night." She whispers shyly.
"No problem love, I'm here to protect you, no harm is going to happen to you as long as I'm with you. Why don't we just go to your home? So you can be at ease." If all goes according to plan the sooner I kill her, the sooner I'll be human.
"I'd really like that." She whispers in response to my request.
"Ok then lets go..... Hey uh can I ask you something?" I asked faking a nervous voice.
"Sure."
"I know this sounds weird to come from a new guy, but I consider you a good friend even though I just met you..... and I'm asking for a favor... can I stay at your place until I find myself a new place? I have my personal reasons but I'm willing to tell them to you if you let me stay." I ask. I immediately start reading her mind. She wants to turn me down. I soon get to work I start mumbling a spell of persuasion, so when she looks me in the eye her response will be what I want it to be. When she's through thinking and looks up to me she didn't speak the words of I wanted her to instead she fainted.
Shit. Wrong spell.
I scoop her up in my arms. Shit I knew I used the wrong spell. Mother fucking Elena lied to me. I did the only thing that came to mind. I took her to my place, although I know where she lives I wouldn't risk a chance passing through her over protective mother.
***
As I'm driving to my place I couldn't help but remember when i first saw her on her 13th birthday. Her family was celebrating at a pizzeria. I was using my invisibility powers so no one would see me.
I have been spying on her for about three years to see what I'm dealing with. At first when I saw her I thought she would be those annoying spoiled teenage girls. Fatima was the total opposite of what I thought she would be. She is beautiful, extremely smart, responsible and she has a very smart mouth from what I've eavesdroped on some of her conversations with Vee, Fatima knows where she stands. I love that about her.
