NOTHING

Just Nothing

" Being In Love With Your Best friend Will Be The Hardest  Challenge You'll Face In Your Friendship. "

It was right! I already proved it too many times. And they were right that it was the biggest mistake in my life that I made a decision like that. I should have taken their warnings but heck, I just had to be stubborn.

It's too late because everything has changed since I made that decision a month ago. Because I have fallen in love with my best friend. And that LOVE  will never bring our friendship back.

My name is Valentine. They say that I'm Almost perfect. I'm rich, talented, pretty and smart. I have a life that everyone wants to have. But I'm not complete because the only man I love cannot  love me back. That made me to think that my name doesn't suit me at all.

And that man named Austin. My only friend and yet he managed to be my best friend. My partner in crime and the one who managed to fix my mess life.

How funny is it that I was the one who make myself fool because of that LOVE. I remember that day that I was the one who told him my feelings for him. I'm dumb enough to do that because after that he told me that he ONLY love me as a friend. Nothing more, nothing less.

He loves me at my best, He loves me at my worse but He chose to break my heart. After that, he didn't entertain me. He entertain other girls but not me. He didn't even notice that I'm still alive. Funny is it that he didn't even cares at all.

I'm fool enough to not even notice that he loves someone else more than he loves me as a friend.  And that girl is Nikita, Our classmate. She's smart, beautiful than me and I think that made Austin fall in love to her.

I don't even see it coming. I see the way he looks at her is not the way he looks at me. The way he looks is full of love. He looks at her as if she was the most beautiful thing in the world. And that made my heart break into pieces. Knowing that no one can save me from this makes me feel unwanted.

I DON'T KNOW HOW my feelings for him STARTED..

BUT IT END UP NOTHING..