What It Takes

t h i r t e e n

Gracie's p.o.v
"Ew she's so ugly"
"What does he even see in her?"
"Watch, she's gonna be a huge distraction".
"Is this a joke, are they seriously dating?"
"Shawn?? This is all you got?"
The comments keep going.
Everyone knows that Shawn and I are dating, it was never a secret. However, the hate has been crazy. Its constantly putting me down, and Shawn knows that.
"Please don't look at twitter". Shawn always pleads, but of course I look anyways.
Hate dosent really affect me, but this is to much.
I've never self harmed and I'm not planning on to. However, Shawn thinks I might get depressed. So he tries to make me not be on my phone as much.
"What happened to Shawn and Lauren? I don't want him to date that girl Gracie".
I was honestly so done with it all.
I need to stand up for my self.
As much as I want to, they'll hate me even more. I need to do it.
I went on twitter and started typing.
@gracieparker (idk if that's an actual twitter)
Guys, my relationshop with Shawn is not your business, sorry to say. All these comments really hurt my feelings. "Ugly", "really Shawn, you choose her". All of that hurts me. Please stop. If you guys aren't happy with us then I don't know what to say. He's happy and I'm happy that's what matters. Remember, HE'S happy..as in Shawn who you all love. If he's happy your happy. Please stop.
After about 10 minutes after my tweet, Shawn called.
"I'm so sorry".
"About?"
"Everyone's giving you hate".
"Its fine".
"No it's not. They are saying really hurtful things. Its not right".
"Let 'em think what ever they wanna think. I could care less. Its not their relationship it's ours".
"But still ughh. Can I come over".
"Of course you can".
"Kay, I'll be over in 20".
Once I hung up I went on twitter. After my tweet I ended up getting a lot of notifications.
What's her problem?
Awee, guys stop. Its not fair.
Someone fell down the ugly tree.
I wonder how long they'll be a thing.
She thinks it's none of our business. Ha! Ever since shawn became famous he's been our business. So shut up please.
  She just wants us to feel bad for her. Well guess what? We're not giving you pity.

They continue, After I told them to stop. They really hate Me.
*knock knock*
"Come in".
"Hii babe".
Shawn looked dissapointed.
"Please don't listen to them".
"I don't even care".
"I know you care".
"Nope I actually don't. Whatever, what do you wanna do?"
"Netflix"
"The 100?"
"Duh".
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"Gracie?"
"Hmm".
"Why don't you care?"
"About what?"
"You said you don't care about the hate. Why not?"
"Because there just haters. If they are really that childish to be hating on our relationship then there not true supporters".
"Okay.. but what do you mean by not true supporters?"
"I mean, they shouldnt care if we date. They should be happy that your happy. However, it's the oppisate. If they are actual supporters they would be happy for you instead of complaing that we're dating".
"But they are true supporters".
"Not the ones that are being childish and are hating".
"Its sad how you think they're just fake fans. Wow."
"I never said that!! Stop putting words in my mouth".
"What ever. Bye".
"Thanks for being there for me. I appreciate it".
"Apparently you don't care. Why should I?"
And he left.
He honestly took that way to far. He acts like it's alright what his "fans" are saying to me.
As his girlfriend I'll like for him to stand up for me.
But no.
It's like he's taking sides.
My eyes begin to burn and I start crying.
I unlocked my phone going on twitter.
With my vision getting blurry, I began tweeting.
@gracieparker
You got what you wanted. Shawn and I just had an argument. It was literally over this whole situation. Wow. Bye.
After tweeting that, I began crying up a storm.
I do care. I just don't want to admit it, I can get through this by myself.
I began slowly falling asleep, with the whole argument replaying.
Over and over again.

I kinda like this one.
Hope u like
-Alex