Prologue: The First Letter.

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"Dear Josh,
I know that we just met and all not too long ago, but, I would like to express to you many things. I would love nothing more than for you to sweep me off my feet and bring us both to a place where past pains and such could be forgotten.....

Sadly, though, you can't. You help me through a lot but I still am plagued by the same fears, now just as ever. Fears that carried over even across LIFETIMES......

Like how I fear that I'm not deserving of your love and all that you have done for me.

How I fear that I will lose everything because it will be ripped away from me. Like some sick joke. Like 'ha ha. It looked nice didn't it? Well you can't have it.'

How I'm scared of telling anyone my problems because I couldn't handle what might happen. Specifically being abandoned and shunned.

Well I have to go......write to you at a later time.......

Love you always,
Brianna Hearts.

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