The Story Of Isabella Smith.

Dear Readers,

Some of the things you read are true and could be happening to one of you friends. If you are in a situation my kik is Pugsb4drugs or you could visit befrienders.org.

I really hope you enjoy the book and maybe you can learn to understand problems and learn how to help them.

-Ellie Starling

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Dear Diary,

Mom suggested it would be a good idea to have a diary to let my emotions out in. We will see how this works. Dads dead, moms double job isn't cutting it and we may lose our house. Could it get any worse? Of course everything gets worse. Maybe It'll be okay...

Love,

Isabella 8/29/12

---------------------------------------------Dear Diary,

School starts back up tomorrow. I suppose I'll be wearing the same clothes as I wore last year. Maybe no one will notice. Some days I feel so alone. No one to talk to, no one to love, let's face it, I'm worthless.

Love,

Isabella 9/4/12

--------------------------------------------Dear Diary,

I have just started school this week and already realized I've lost so many friends. I feel like everyone hates me. Some kid called me a 'Scummy ass freak'. I immediately ran to the bathroom and cried. When will this torture end?!

Love,

Isabella 9/8/12

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Dear Diary,

My best friend Julianna decided she was better than me and now hangs out with the jocks. What did I do? I'm so fricking stupid. I always mess everything up! I miss my dad so much and he's all I need right now.

Love,

Isabella 9/11/12

---------------------------------------------Dear Diary,

I went to the bathroom today and saw a 'Whore List' so I looked and saw my name and number of guys I slept with was 'Half of the school'. That instantly broke me. I fell to the ground. When I regained my strength I went to class late. As I walked by some classmates some girl yelled, 'Keep Your Legs Closed!' I tried to ignore her but after class I ran and cried. The conselor tried all she could but the school wouldn't do anything. Maybe It will be better tomorrow.

Love,

Isabella 9/15/12

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Dear Diary,

I went to church today and this guy who looked really cute kept looking at me!! My friend thinks he likes me so I'm going to ask him out! Wish Me Luck!!!!

Love,

Isabella 9/18/12

---------------------------------------------Dear Diary,

That was the biggest mistake of my life. He was looking at the girl behind me not me. I've never been so humiliated in my life. I wish I could just die.

Love,

Isabella 9/21/12

---------------------------------------------Dear Diary,

I have hit my boiling point. Some kid pushed me into a locker and in gym the girls took my clothes and threw them in the garbage. Maybe I am a freak. Maybe I'd be better off dead. Yeah. Maybe I would.