We peered in and Liam and Adam was right infront of our eyes. The most shockingly thing was THEY WERE KISSSINGGGG!!!
I was gonna yelled out "WHAT THE FUCK" but Ad covered my voice and I mouthed her that as soon as she removes her hand from my lips. My jaw was wide open. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. The guy I was dating was gay? No exactly dating but still! That guy right infront of me kissing with another guy stole my virginity!
My tears run down my cheek, I can't belive how stupid I am to fall in love with someone that raped me and now I found out he was gay. This is so dramatic.
Ad pulled me away from this view and to the other side of the woods. My mind was empty. I didn't know where we're walking to but I just follow Adrinna's lead. My tears couldn't bear to stop falling down, I wiped it off again and and again.
We stopped in the middle of the woods and Adrianna looked at me with a pitiful look. "Oh great fuck." that was the only thing in my mind. It would be a total joke if I told her how Liam rape me and how I still fall in love with the bitch.
"Well, it's legal in California now" I try to joke but Ad shook her head.
"So, you didn't know he was gay?"
"I do now"
"Oh my dear lord," she shook her head again "What are you going to do now?" she said patting my back.
I cleared up my mind so I could think straight but, "I don't know" I said
"Liam, he.."
"He what?" she curled up her brows.
"Can we go home?" I looked at Ad, helplessly.
"Okay, let's get Gracie"
And we walked to the camp site. I didn't know how Ad could manage to find our way back but she did. She went up to Grace who's still flirting with Shawn. I was just standing there, all numb. I saw Liam and Adam was already back at the camp site before we do. Liam then noticed me too, "Hey, sorry I was just discussing about the football match coming on this Friday with Adam"
I didn't let out a word, he noticed my face was pale. "Are you okay?" I slapped his hands away as he tries to reach my forehead.
"Don't touch me!" I shouted. Ad and Grace rushed to me and Ad glares at Liam. Liam started to panic and looks around. He was startled at my reaction and mouthed "What?!" to Ad who was glaring at him.
The girls pull me back in the car and help me into the bed as we reached our apartment. That night, Liam called me about five times and it stopped. Adrianna was staying at our place tonight, and she told Grace everything she knows. And I was just laying on the bed staring at the wall and ceiling. I heard them saying that I need a specialist, how I end up hurting so bad whenever I fell in love, how dumb am I to crush on a jerk. Well, except for the last one. That was my own opinion. It was already 6 in the evening when my tears were all dried up.
Grace and Adrianna was standing next to my bed.
" I'm going to get us something to eat. How's Chinese food?" I nodded emotionlessly.
Ad signals Grace to take care of me and Grace grabbed a chair and sit next to me.
"How ya feeling, princess?"
I looked at her then look back up at the ceiling, they were little tiny glow-in-dark stars on my ceiling. "Every princess deserve a happy ending don't they?"
"Yeah, but every princess have to pass the barrel to find their prince." she strokes my hair.
"And the prince have to fight the bloody dragon to reach the castle" I said, giving myself a little faith but no.
"Your prince is own his way, trust me." I give her a thumbs up but I didn't really mean it.
Devastated was all I can describe my life for the week. I didn't talk to anyone except for Adrianna and Grace, and I only speak when they asked me about something. Other than that, no. Ad and Grace tried to speak to Liam for me but I stopped them. I want to say it to him with my own voice, I want him to hear it from me. Cause that would be the best for both of us, to really sort this out. But I still don't have the courage to tell him. I did told him to give me some time, I texted him " Leave me alone for a while, asshole". I hope he understand I didn't mean it offensively even if I does a little bit.
Tik tok tik tok. Day by day have passed. I started getting over it since Grace and Ad had watched all the disney movies with me for two whole weeks. That wasn't the only reason though.
It was last Friday when I was still devastated. I went down to MacLaren Pub which is just few street across my apartment.
"Apple Martini" I ordered my usual drink. The bartender, Carl put the specially made Apple Martini infront of me, "There you go. I see you're not in a good mood. Whats wrong, hun?"
I sighed, "Its just.."
"Hello!!" a guy from the other side of the bar yelled for Carl's attention.
"It's okay. Do your job, big guy."
A guy then leaned on the table next to me.
"Hello lady" he chuckled. I look in closer in the dark. It was Jake.
"Oh hello charming" I winked at him.
"Mind if I buy you a drink?"
"Sure." he ordered two vodka.
"Cheers" as we took a shot of vodka.
"So, you don't look like a girl that goes clubbing often." Jake said sarcastically.
"Seriously Jake? Seriously?" we both chuckled.
"There's something bothering you."
I nodded. It's so obvious that even a guy in a blindfold would notice.
"Liam." I said taking another shot.
"Got into a fight?" he took another shot too.
"Not just any typical fight." his face turned into a big question mark.
"I found out something about him. Something that I couldn't bare to forgive or forget."
We took 5 shots of vodka and 6 shots of whatever we were drinking. Random words keep blurting out of my mouth but I didn't told him about Liam.
"Yeah right as if you're on Disney when you were 5." I teased at Jake's joke and we both laughed. It literally got 15 minute for us stop laughing.
"I haven't laughed so hard since.."I stopped. Even though I was drunk I was wary.
Jake's cheek was red as a tomato, "Since what?"
His eyes look into mine, I turned around avoiding eyes contact with him. But he turned my cheek around, pushing his lips against mine. I kissed back without hesistating. He grabbed my hands and ran out of the pub as we stopped kissing. He put a hundred dollar bill at the bar before we left.
We got into a cab and started making out again. I think I saw the driver mumbling at us. But I didn't care.
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Undressed.
Teen FictionWhen Trinity was raped by her crush in a party, she thought her life was ruined. But when she started to realize the crush that raped her and took her virginity was gay and was just using her, she started lost faith and have meaningless sex with peo...