iKON Jinhwan : Forgive me

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"I'm sick and tired of you already. Can you please get out of my sight?!" Jinhwan glared and shouted at you.

You were short of words. The only thing that came out was your tears.

Everyone was looking.

You could even hear some of the girls murmuring among themselves. "Omg Jinhwan oppa is ditching Y/n?" "Omg doesn't that mean we can make him our boyfriend?"

You turned and stormed out of the corridor. You walked out of the school gate and walked towards your house.

Your best friend, Yunhyeong, caught up with you.

"Yah! Y/n slow down. Are you okay? Let me walk you home."

Yunhyeong and you were friends since young. He's very protective over you and he didn't like it when people hurt you.

"Yunhyeong-ah..." and you turned and buried your head into his chest. You cried very hard.

Yunhyeong hugged you and patted your head gently.

"Y/n, it's okay. Do you want me to punch his face?"

You shook your head, refusing to speak.

You got out from his chest and looked down on the floor and the both of you started walking towards your house again.

"See you tomorrow, Y/n. Feel better soon. If there's anything, call me. I'll be there in 5 minutes."

You turned and went into your house and you went into your room. You lay on your bed and started crying again. You hugged the penguin soft toy that Jinhwan gave you. You looked at the penguin and you threw it on the floor.

"What's the point of living?" you said to yourself while crying. You decided to do something. Something you've never done before. You stood up from your bed and went into the kitchen. You took a knife and started cutting your left wrist.

"People say it doesn't hurt. And I didn't believe. I guess they were speaking the truth." you smiled and your tear dripped on your cuts. It stunge but you didn't mind.

"Rhythm ta. Rhythm ta." your phone rang. You put down the knife and you went upstairs to your room to pick up the phone. As you went up the stairs, you felt giddy. You tried reaching for your phone. You were getting very weak. You saw the Caller ID. It was from Yunhyeong.

"Yeobo... sae..yo..." you said weakly.

"Y/n are you alright? Why do you sound so weak and tired?" Yunhyeong asked worriedly.

"I'm fi-" you passed out.

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You opened your eyes slowly so that your eyes could get used to the light. You were alone in your room. Just then, your door opened and it was Yunhyeong. He was carrying a bowl of porridge.

"Y/n you're awake? Why did you cut yourself? Did you know how worried I was after you fainted?" Yunhyeong said frowning.

"Yunhyeong. mianhae..." you said softly, looking down at your bandaged wrist.

"Here, have some porridge. They are still warm." he placed the bowl on the table beside your bed. Yunhyeong sat on your bed and fed you.

"Is it too hot?" Yunhyeong asked with care.

You shook your head.

After you finished your porridge, Yunhyeong tucked you under your blankets.

"Stay here and rest. Don't do anything foolish. I don't want anything to happen to you again." Yunhyeong instructed.

You smiled.

"That's my girl!" Yunhyeong smiled back. "I'll be going. Y/n rest well." Yunhyeong left your room and gently closed the door.

You turned and looked at the sky through your window. You took your phone and texted Yunhyeong.

Y/n : Yunyhyeong-ah... I will not be attending school for the next week. I want to rest.
Yunhyeong : Sure. I'll tell my father.

Yunhyeong's father is the principal of the school you, Yunhyeong and Jinhwan studies in.

*Jinhwan POV*

It has been 1 week since Y/n came to school. I feel so bad to have shouted at her. I wasn't tired of her at all. I miss Y/n. I want her back by my side. I shall go visit her after school.

After school

*Your POV*
You were lying on your bed while Yunhyeong was teaching you all the lessons you missed. Yunhyeong was very nice and he taught you patiently and whichever parts you didn't understand, he would go through them for you again.

*Jinhwan's POV*
I walked to Y/n's house. I finally reached. But hey! The door isn't locked. I went in the house and saw Another guy's shoe. I took of my shoe and placed them neatly and went upstairs. Y/n's door was closed and I could hear a guy talking inside. The voice belonged to Yunhyeong.

*Your POV*
Your room door suddenly opened. You stared and look who it was. It was Jinhwan.

"What are you doing here?" Yunhyeong immediately stood up and walked towards Jinhwan, towering him with his height. "How did you even get in here?"

"The front door wasn't locked. I came here to visit Y/n." Jinhwan replied.

"Visit Y/n? After what you've done you still have the cheeks to even see her? You really deserve a punch." Yunhyeong said angrily.

"Look. I didn't come here to make trouble. I wanted to apologize." Jinhwan walked away from Yunhyeong and walked towards you.

"Y/n. I'm so sorry that I shouted at you. After that incident, I went home and I thought for a very long time. I was wrong to have shouted at you. Y/n-ah. I love you, I ne-"

"Enough. I don't want to hear anything from you. Please get out..." you said.

"What happened to your wrist?" Jinhwan pointed at your bandaged wrist.

"Didn't you hear her? She said get out!" Yunhyeong growled and grabbed Jinhwan by his collar.

"Yunhyeong, let go of him..." you said softly with your head drooped down.

Yunhyeong let go of Jinhwan and stood aside.

"Jinhwan, we're over. There's no going back. Please leave my house. I would like to study. And please close my house's door as well. Thank you."

Jinhwan didn't say anything and took a step back.

"I'll wait for you, Y/n."

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Happy birthday to Jinhwan! ok although I keep writing sad imagines for Jinhwan, he's a nice guy alright. 🌚 I hope you enjoyed this. Have a nice day! :))

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