In love with my bestfriend

House party!

Dear dairy:

The guy I like no wait the guy I love is having a house party and of course I'm invited, he invited me last week to it but I've had a lot on my mind one year today I broke up with lee thinking of him kills me inside I just hope he doesn't come running back to me. Anyway I have no idea what to wear, ash means a lot to me I better go I have an hour to pick what I want bye for now

I put my dairy down on my bed and walk to my closet I couldn't help but think about lee I shoot it off and picked a cute outfit I walked downstairs and into the living room Calum was taking to mikey and Luke. "Well" I said to the guys as they turned to towards me, "aw cute" mikey said Calum glared at him, "what?, I just said cute" mikey said, "just please don't" all he said. "You look lovely" luke said, I blushed a little, "thanks guys" I smiled and glared towards Calum I know he's protective over me but cute and lovely are nice things to say. "Let's just go" Calum said walking past me into the hallway I smiled and followed behind.

I was sitting in the sofa with s drink in my hand not really drinking as lee was big on drink I didn't bother.
Flashback

"Wait please" he grabbed me and I span around, "WHAT?" I yelled as I was hurt that he would go so far to beat me down, "I'm sorry it won't happen again" he said looking down at me, I rolled my eyes, "you said that a million times before" I said getting loose from his grip, "please I mean this time I love you" he cried out I turned around and looked at him, "well i don't believe you" I said almost a whisper but he heard I turned back around walked away

"Kait, you okay?" Ash asked trying to get my attention, "oh sorry" I snapped out of it I wiped away some tears and I got up, "I think I'm gonna go home I don't feel to good" I said handing ash the cup of beer and walking out from the crowded People I finally reach the front door and I walk out I can finally breathe again