This isn't home

Is nora ok

I honestly don't think that Nora is going to make it she was suffering from depression cutting herself and going out late every night. But I also thought that she cared but I found something last night while I was trying to sleep. Nora's phone lit up with a picture of her and some boy I've never seen this boy before but I knew that if I looked at the picture I would see something that would make me mad and Andrew would have killed that boy. But I decided to look not caring that it was 3:00 am and the I realized that it wasn't Nora in the pictures it was her mom and dad, the person sending the photos where trying to get to her head and they did. If only she would have told me she wouldn't be where she is now... And who knows maybe she isn't here.

                                    ~the next day~.
I jumped out of bed with a burst of energy, which was weird saying I only go an hour of sleep but I had to tell Carlie what happened...but I guess I wasn't the only one with some news...

Carlie and Jackson said they had to talk to me about something and I know what it was about it was about Nora . They said she had died........... I decided to not tell them what I found out and went up to what's now only my room, to read a book. I'm not someone to typically read books but why not I was reading paper towns and before I knew it was 3:00pm and I was starving.

I decided to go out to find some food instead of seeing what was at the house. Samuel meet up with me , I told him what happened and then we just sat in silence until our food was ready. We then walked out side and walked right past where Nora got hit and I started to cry..... I didn't want Sam to notice but he did and that's when he looked me into the eyes and kissed me I didn't expect it to happen but it did he then walked me home.
I won't get to see him until school starts because he going to Canada for the next two weeks so I guess that's how he said goodbye and left and all I could think about was how will I ever survive school.

A/n UGH GUYS IM SO SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN FOREVER BUT SCHOOL IS CARZY RIGHT NOW BETWEEN PROJECTS HOMEWORK AND TEST UGHHHH AND LAST WEEK WASN'T THE BEST EITHER MY DOG HAD DIED ON THE 29th. SO YEA BUT ILL TRY TO UPDATE EVERY OTHER WEEKEND AND MAYBE SOME TIMES EVERY WEEKEND IVE JUST HAVE TO GET EVERYTHING SETTLED FIRST...