It Began with a Plane

It Began with a Plane

Part 1

-Jillian's Part-

Im not that kind of person who makes many friends and is the hot popular girl in school. I'm the opposite. I have no friends and Im the ugly loser in school who is bullied all the time and the thing that made this all worse was the death of my parents 5 years ago. When I was 13 my parents passed away and ever since than I haven't been the same. Never social and just depressed. I love them so much you wouldn't believe it. They were basically like my best friends and all I have now is my brother.

Ever since my parents have been gone all I do I listen to their old favorite songs and pretend they're still here with me and sometimes that makes me have a little smile on my face, but that barely happens.

Thinking about all the stuff that I could have done with my parents over those 5 years and in the future makes me depressed. On mothers and Father's Day it a horrible feeling not having both of them. When it's their birthdays I wish I could say happy birthday to them at least one last time and on my birthday I wish I could get one last "happy birthday! I love you!" from them both.

All I want is at least I love you from one person, but it will never happen again. Not from my brother, not from my grandparents, cousins, uncles, aunts, and so on, but I will never have that special someone to make me smile the way my parents did. Never.