I made a mistake.

Strong

"Loser"
"Dickhead"
"I love you"
"I love you too. See you later"
"Sure, bye babygirl"

Dear diary,
I met my best internet-friend Lana for the first time today.
I told about her before but I just love her so much.
To me, she's not even my friend anymore. She's my sister, the other half of me. I dont think I would survive this miserable life without her. She keeps me standing on both of my feet when all I wanna do is fall. I wouldn't know how to thank her enough for that. All I want is her to be happy because that's what makes me happy.

I put down my diary and listen to some Bring Me The Horizon.
Untill the music stops and my ringtone begins ringing.
It's Lana. She only calls me when something's wrong.

"Selena?"
I can hear from her voice that she's crying and I start to worry.
"Lana, are you alright?"
"Abel broke up with me"
I can hear Lana breaking down in tears on the other side of the line.
"Oh my god what happened?"
I asked even though I might already know the answer.
Lana and Abel really love each other but they fight all the time. To me, they just don't look like they're gonna grow up together. All he does is make my best friend sad. I feel pitty for her that he broke up but I know that this is for the best.
"He said he loved someone else"
"What? Since when?"
I'm confused. I did not expect that one at all. So he's a dickhead AND a cheater. Lana always knows how to chose them.
"I don't know, but I'm done with him. He doesn't deserve these tears."
"You're right. Should I buy some chocolate and come over?"
"Yes please, a bit Vodka would be nice too."
Oh no, there we go again.
"Lana, do you want me to remind you of last time you and Abel broke up and you wanted me to bring a 'bit of Vodka'?"
"I'm not gonna get as wasted as last time. I just don't wanna feel like shit for a few hours."
I know that agreeing with her is gonna make me regret it big time.
"You don't need alcohol. Strong?"
Lana sighs.
"Strong."