Waking Up From Reality

Deal With It - Chapter 1

Deal With It - Chapter 1

Ever had a friendship break-up?
Yeah?... It fucking hurts like hell right? You know that feeling when you got dumped by someone you really love? And then you're just alone sitting there, eating your lunch at a school canteen and watching those fucking barbie doll bitches laughing and hanging out with your old best
friend...
How wonderful..

Bell's already rang, yet i still didn't finished my lunch. I lost my appetite. Fuck those bitches looking at me.
"Oh yeah... Ahahaha i'm so lonely and weird. I love gory and creepy thingy things and stuffs. All hail satan." i said sarcastically rolling my eyes off.

I headed straight to my locker noticing Thea's gonna go there too. Her locker's just beside mine. Oh hallelujah! This is my time, this is my chance to talk to her again!

"Uhmm... *ehem*" i said
"Hi..." i added raising my hands awkwardly but she just walk past by me, unlocking her locker then get her books real quick and walk away.

Well... Atleast I said hi making her head tilt a little to me. Nailed it.. I finally locked my locker after I got the things I needed for the Art class. *smh*

My Art teacher is the fucking worst ever. How the heck he's expecting us to have good grades and participate if he just go sitting there doing nothing, make us his students watch some fucking videos and giving us packets because his ass is too lazy to get up and teach us. And what's the worst part is, he's our Music, P.E. and our Health teacher too. Thank god he didn't take a responsibility to have a advisory class cu'z he suck!

Well back to reality. I finally came back to my classroom and waited for my *ugh* Art Teacher. I sat beside to my guy best friend Jerson.

"Hey" said Jerson

"Hey..." i said back.

"Hmm... Still upset about it?" Jerson said tapping his pen out off the boredsome.

"Yeah..." i said looking at the back to see Thea.
She looks at me back but quickly grabbed one of her "new friend's" attention.

"I think she's either ignoring me or avoiding me" i said with a long sigh.

"She can't even barely notice me since we last talked" i added wiping a little tear on my eye.

"Aweee... It will be alright Moon." Jerson said tapping my back.

"Yeah..." I answered unsure.

Finally, my Art Teacher arrived handling us lesson packets to have a short review for our 4th quarterly lesson. Time passes by, Sir Bryan is  done "teaching us" *rolls eyes*
Yasss! Finally! It's the last subject... Mathematics! My worst favorite and hated subject of all time. Most feared by billions of billions of humans in the whole world and keeping us all together stayed up all night trying to solve that one fucking problem in centuries... But not all math teachers are bad. Most of them are really cool and funny keeping their lessons really relating to us students in everyday lives.

I sat my back and tilt my head a little to see what is thea's doing right now. Damn... I'd never thought many things would change since our last conversation. Maybe the old Thea still there... But, it seems she doesn't really care about me anymore.. *deep sigh*

"Ms. Kent is there a problem?" said my math teacher waking me up from my deep thoughts

"No Ma'am... It's just the.. Uhmm.. The problem bugging me." i said trying not to sound awkward.

I slowly turned my head around and back. Damn... Seriously? All these people are dead silent looking at me. Did I just killed someone? What the actual fuck.
I tilted my head down to hide my embarrassment.

"Okay.." said my math teacher.

"Please, talk to me after class" she added.

"O-okay ma'am.." i replied

She turned her attention back to her lesson again. As i sat my back from my desk chair, I felt a relive when Jerson put his hands around my shoulders.
"You'll be okay mate." he whispers

"Trust me" he added smiling at me.

*minutes later*

"Okay people! Class is over, you can all go home now." said Mrs. Gilbert

"And... Ms. Kent. Can you come over here please?" said Mrs. Gilbert.

"Okay Mrs. Gilbert." i replied.

I stood up quickly with my backpack and move to the front row to sit there near Mrs. Girlbert's desk.

"Okay Ms. Kent.. Is there anyone bugging you at school? Just tell me. Is someone bullying you?" she asked worried.

"No Mrs. Gilbert. No one's bugging me.." i said scratching my head trying hard to hide my embarrassment.

"Then what's the problem dear? You seem so lumpy this days." Mrs. Gilbert said.

"It's just... *sigh…* Problems.." i replied.

"What is it dear? I know i have no rights to know your business but it's my job to make sure all my students are okay. I'm your friend right now, not an advisor or a math teacher."  Mrs. Gilbert said trying not to sound so worried.

"Thank you for being such a good advisor and a math teacher to me Mrs. Gilbert. I'm so sorry if i made you worried. I have no idea that you're noticing my every move.." i replied

"To be honest... I don't even how to deal with my life anymore. It's just, i'm always being left by someone who I really loved specially at this point when my best friend just left me." i added controlling my tears.

"You know Alex, God didn't made you to give up. Don't let your fear, anxiety, depression and those shitty things to control you. We have all obstacles in life. Even if you're Poor or Rich, Famous or Not, Girl or Boy etc... You have to keep moving forward." Mrs. Gilbert said.

"Thanks Mrs. Gilbert." i replied with a smile.

"I think you have to go now. It's late." Mrs. Gilbert said

"Okay bye Mrs. Gilbert. See ya tomorrow." i replied waving my hands.

Phew! What a long day.

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Soo.... Yeah... That's it! Well... It's my first story so... Yeah! Ahahaha *nervous laugh* Let me know in the comments if you liked it or not. Or... If should continue writing this story C= Votes are highly appreciated ^_^

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