Future(One Direction FanFic)

Chapter 22

A/N: So I think that the last chapter was by far my favorite?? Anyone else agree?? Comment what your favorite is!! I would love to know. Also if your enjoying this book please spread the word!!! My mom thinks I'm spending too much time on the computer and I want to show her I'm not wasting time. Well enjoy this chapter.

JESSICA'S POINT OF VIEW

      I walked out of Zayn's room with so many mixed emotions. I couldn't figure out if I was upset, mad, angry, hurt, or understanding on Liam's reason to push me. He was mad and upset and he too had mixed emotions he didn't know how to deal with. I looked at the bench we were previously sitting on. I'm guessing Stephanie broke the news to CJ. Steph seemed to calm down a bit as CJ had her arms wrapped around her still sitting on the floor. They were silent but not crying anymore. I squatted next to them as they turned their attention to me. "I'm going to the cafeteria. You guys want anything?" I said quietly. "Can I just have hot chocolate, please." said CJ obviously not really wanting anything but needed something to keep her occupied. I nodded my head as I stroke Stephanie's hair gently. "How about you, Steph?" She sniffed and said "I'm fine." meaning she wasn't fine at all. I just said 'okay' and got up. "You guys can go in if you want. He's asleep still." I said and left but I heard Stephanie whisper 'unconscious' as I walked.

          As I got to the cafeteria I paid for CJ's hot chocolate as well as one for Stephanie. I decided to get them both a piece of crumb cake incase they were hungry. I sat there as I drank cup after cup of coffee thinking about what Liam did. He was upset and mad over Zayn and I understood that. I just didn't know if it was an excuse for what he did. Maybe I was wrong to comfort him? Was it just a reaction to the extremity of the situation or was this a side of Liam I didn't know about? After about half hour I went back upstairs with crumb cake, hot chocolate, and tea for everyone. I figure they all were hungry but didn't want to leave Zayn's side. On my way up I ran into Danece and Sarah who helped me carry the stuff. I told them what happened and how Steph felt but omitted the part about Liam. That would stay between me, him , and the other guys. We could figure it out between the 5 of us.

        CJ and Stephanie were no longer in the hall so I assumed they were in the room. We walked in and the room was completely transformed. They're were stuffed animals, flowers and card everywhere. They room was flooded with gifts. "Where did all this come from?" I asked trying to stay quiet. "Our girls sent them all when they heard what happened to Zayn." said Louis. "That's so sweet." said Sarah. Which it was. Harry smirked and replied "Yeah our fans are the best." Danece and Sarah helped pass out they cake and drinks. I sat next to Niall as we watched Zayn sleep. Visiting hours came to an end but the nurse let us stay for a while longer. We all just talked about his recovery and did not mention that he his memory might not be back. "His mum and sisters are flying out here tomorrow to see him." said Louis. We didn't know how to respond but Niall suggested we get them a room at the hotel where the guys were staying. When it got late we all headed out but Liam wanted to stay behind. I thought about staying with him and working things out but I decided against it. He probably wants time alone.

       As we walked out the door I felt a tug of my arm. I turned around and saw a pair of blue eyes and blonde hair. Niall was taking me aside. "Jess, I know what Liam did was completely out of hand and disrespectful but please tell me you're not thinking about ending things with him." He spoke so fast it caught me off guard. I took in what he said and tried to process it. "Please Jess. I've never seen him happier than when he's with you. When you left he cried. He felt so guilty of what he did he cried gigantic tears. He loves you Jessie and I can't stand to see him in so much pain." I knew what he was saying was true. The tone of his voice and the look in his eyes told me he wasn't lying or exaggerating. I sighed and leaned back trying to think. "I wasn't thinking of ending it but I need to time to think and I need space. I'll talk to him when I'm ready." I said. I felt his arms come around me as he came in closer. I hugged Niall back and he whispered 'thank you' . He let go and walked away. I walked to my car where CJ and Steph were already inside asleep in the back seat. I opened the door and started the car. I knew Liam would spend the night so there was no use in waiting. I drove out of the parking garage and headed home. The girls spent the night on my bed and I laid on the couch and cried. Cried because Zayn wasn't okay. Cried because I didn't know why this happened. Cried because Zayn didn't deserved this. Cried because my parents weren't here to comfort me. Cried because Liam wasn't here to tell me things were going to be okay. Cried because things weren't going to be okay.