Sinking in the sea of love

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The progress with STARISH was going well and they were soon going to have another concert. They had a new song and they were working on it's choreography. It was a bit difficult but they were doing it well.

Hijirikawa was not feeling well. Every time he saw Jinguji he would try to avoid him. It was something weird and he could not understand it why he felt that way whenever he was near the other boy.

Ren was the usual playing the sax and flirting with girls. Lately he was into Nanami, he flirt with her but she was slow in understand that. He was happy with his current life way. He didn't have to worry about anything but his idol career.

Masato would feel a strange pain in his chest whenever he saw the saxophonist doing that. He could not describe it but he disliked seeing that.

He knew that the orange haired boy was like that but he could not help but feel that way.

Lately he was thinking of Jinguji too much and he hated to admit that when the other boy did not came back at nights he felt really uncomfortable.

The days passed and he started to have "weird" dreams of Ren. They usually involved things like hugs or kisses. He was really confused with those feelings that were new to him.

Ringo noticed that strange acting of the blue haired boy and decided to talk with him in private.

Hijirikawa was called in Ringo's room as afternoon, he did go there but he did not know what was that the older male wanted to talk to him.

He knocks the door "May I come in Ringo-san?"

"Ah! Sure the door is open" the other male answered from inside

Masato hesitated a bit before he opened the door and walked in closing it behind him. He found the pink haired boy without the wig and wearing male clothes and writing something on a paper. Which made him get a shock but he shook his head and stayed by the door "what was that something important you wanted to discuss with me?"

"Don't stay there, Masato-kun. Come sit here " he pats a free seat next him.

The pianist just did what his teacher told him and went to him. He sat and looked at the pink haired male.

"If there is something that is bothering you. You can speak with me. I promise to help you and keep it a secret." Ringo said before the other boy could say anything.

"What do you mean?" In his mind he was surprised that the other noticed about that.

"You have been acting weird lately, I am pretty sure that there is something that bothers you. I will hear you if you want" those words left Masato a bit confused.

He didn't know if he should tell or no about this to his teacher. But thise words were trustworthy. There was a long silence between them till Hijirikawa decided to speak about it.

"I have been feeling weird... " he said

"Weird? How so? " Ringo put the papers aside and focused on the other boy.

"I feel pain in my chest whenever. ... I see Jinguji flirting with Nanami... " he said with a low voice

"Nanami-chan? By any chance are you in love with her?" He thought that it was about the little girl.

" No... it hurts whenever Jinguji flirts with any girl. My heart beats fast when I am near to him... so I try to keep away from him but its painful when he is not near to me... all I can think is him. My mind is full of him... every hour, every minute, every second.. i only think of him. I cannot understand this feelings! I think I am sick!" Masato held his head between his hands as he looked at the floor.

Ringo was pretty surprised but he pat his back trying to calm him. " I change what I said before. The only conclusion I came is that you are in love with Ren-chan."

Masato blinks and looks confused at him but that explained much the semi-erotic dreams he had lately of Ren and other feelings like when he spent nights outside the academy.

"The rest is up to you. Believe or not, your feelings are true. As promised I will keep it a secret so don't worry."

The blue haired boy was speechless and he could not say a word he just nod at what the other said and left the room. He went to the rooftop to cool himself a bit but once there what he heard was Ren's saxophone playing. From where Hijirikawa was he could see the figure of the orange haired boy near the lake, the sunset and Jinguji playing the sax was just a wonderful sight which made Masato blush a bit.

Maybe he was in love with the other boy. He thought a lot of him and he could not take him away from his head.

The days passed and those feelings became stronger. And the dreams became more erotic. He would blush when the orange haired boy looked at him.

And the day Masato could not keep holding back his feelings came.

It was night and both where alone in their dorm. Ranmaru had a concert so he wasn't coming back tonight. Masato thought many times but he could not come up with right words.

He didn't want to say it bluntly but it was the only choice for him.

He took a deep breath and looked at Ren.

"Oi Jinguji" he said in a low voice but the other didn't hear him "Jinguji "he said a bit louder.

The other boy looked up and then at the blue haired boy who was calling him. "What is it Hijirkawa?"

Damn! He got stuck with words. He could not say anything "T-that.. um... I have something to tell you!" He was being too loud

"Ok but there is no need to say that this loud, my ears hurt from your loud voice." He joked but then the face Masato was making was just too adorable. Pink cheeks and confused face.

" You have to take responsibility for making me this." He was being less loud but he was loud.

"Haaa? What are you saying? Are you drunk or something " Ren was now worried but just a bit.

"I am not! You made me feel all this so is your fault. Take responsibility for making me fall in love with you!" He said it but he was now looking like a red tomato. His face was all red.

Ren blinks few times and looks at the other male. He gets up and walks to his bed. His hand cups Masato's cheek.

Did he hear right? Fell in love... that reminded him the day he confessed to the other. Those feelings were buried deep in his heart but now... right now those words made those feelings come back.

He leaned in an kissed the other boy. That was enough for an answer to his confession. And Hijirikawa kissed him back. Tears rolled from Ren's eyes, tears of happiness.

To be continue...

Sorry n_n' this time it took me too much time to post the chapter. I had may problems and stuff. Hope you liked it. Wait for the next one. Thank you for reading ^-^

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