Broken Boy (Niall Horan)

Chapter 1: Niall's POV

Hello! This is my first fanfiction! I hope you enjoy, I will update when I can.

This is my writing, I did post it on @louishairspray a while back but then deleted and revised. I plan to continue the story.

This is for entertainment and nothing is true.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

(this does have swearing and vulgarity, don't like it don't read it.)

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Everyone needs love.

But I needed it the most.

Jessian Edwards and Niall Horan dated for a long time. They were perfect.

But Jess broke up with Niall and he doesn't know why. Thrown into depression, he it trying to fight and stay alive. But with Jess's return after an attempted suicide bring them back together and reveal the secret Jess is hiding or will Niall never forgive her?

After all, he is a Broken Boy.

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 Chapter One:

Nialls POV:

The dark red liquid dripped down my arm, splattering my white converse a ugly pink.

I sobbed, my tears enter lacing the blood falling from my arm where I had freshly cut 6 parallel slits.

I hated my life.

I never knew that being a singer and being famous had so many downfalls.

Actually I did know, but it was just masked under all the "good"

But even that's bad too.

All I cared about was lost.

The one person who kept me alive was driven away by my own selfish ways and ignorance.

I missed her.

I wanted to die.

I heard a scream from outside. Frigging fans and paparazzi

All my media attention after my spilt brought the 24/7 front yard mob. I couldn't get away from them and frankly, I didn't give a shit anymore.

The only person I cared about is gone forever.

I'm worthless.

" Niall!" I heard a familiar voice shout.

" it's Harry and Louis! Niall let us in!"

I shakily stood up, setting my razor on the sink. I crept down the stairs, while muffled screams and shouts from Directioners echoed all around me. I made my way to the front door, slowly opened it up, only to be quickly bombarded by the paps. I closed my eyes and grabbed Harry and Louis. I pulled them into my flat and shut the door, locking it again.