Cute as a Button (Loucel/Larry Fanfic)

Chapter 16

hi guyss. sorry for ending the last chapter so quick. but i literally couldnt move. my stomach hurt so bad. i though i was gonna die. but now im a bit better so chapter 16! and make sure to read the end note! enjoy!

Marcel's POV:

I couldnt do it. I cant find the courage to talk to Louis. I dont know why but I just cant and its really frustrating. Its now Friday morning. The performances are all day today so I wont be able to talk to him. Ugh this is so difficult. I got dressed and went downstairs.

"Morning sweetpea!" my mum greeted me cheerfully giving me a hug.

"Hi mum" I said glumly.

"You okay baby?" I frowned. Louis calls me- called me baby. I shrugged.

"I dont know.. just tired I guess" I lied. I hated lying to her but I just didnt want to talk about it. I wasnt hungry so I didnt eat anything. Harry came downstairs wearing a "hipsta please" shirt, black skin tight jeans, and white converse. I sighed.

"Ready to go Marce?" He asked slapping my back. I nodded and headed out the door.

I climbed into Harry's car and put my head back.

"Have you spoken to Louis yet?" He asked pulling out of the driveway. I shook my head.

"I cant. I have no courage. I want to, I really, really want to. I miss him so much already. I miss his voice." I sighed feeling my eyes sting. Harry nodded.

"Just think about what you want to say. Or even better, dont think about it. Speak your mind. Call him up or go up to him and speak your mind and let him do the same." Harry said looking at me then back at the road. I nodded. He was right. Thats what I need to do. But when?

We pulled into school and we both headed towards the auditorium. Thats where the performances were being held. I was told that they are going by period. So that means Louis will be in the middle somewhere.

Harry and I were the first ones in suprisingly. We had to fill in the front seats. I groaned. I really wanted to sit in the back. Oh well. I sat down in the front row and Harry sat beside me. Harry played some game on his phone while other students filled in the room. Ten minutes later the place was packed. The bell rang signaling that the show would start soon. Harry put his phone away and gave me a half smile. I got comfy in my chair and watched the stage light up as the lights in the audience dimmed.

The first three periods went by. Some of the songs were good and some were downright awful. Louis' class was up next. The order went alphabetically so it would be easier for the teacher to grade. His class isnt big so I shouldnt be waiting too long to see him.

The first 8 or 9 people went.

"Louis Tomlinson" his teacher said his name over the loud speaker. I gulped. He walked on stage wearing a white tank top that showed his muscles, black jeans rolled up to his ankles and black vans. I smiled slightly. He got to the front and I saw Liam and Niall walk on behind them. They set up the guitar amp and everything else. They didnt have this recorded like everyone else, they're doing it live. I saw Louis' eyes wander around the room until they landed right on me. We locked gazes until he spoke.

"This song is for someone special" he said before locking his baby blues with my green eyes.

"Marcel" he started. I heard snickers around me but I ignored them all.

"You dont know how truely sorry I am for everything that I've put you through. I hate it when you cry. I hate even more being the reason that you're crying. I will really never forgive myself for those times. I am singing this song for you. As an apology for those times that I made you cry. I loe you. I dont want to let you go. You are the only one for me. This song is called Gotta Be You" He finished and I wiped the tears coming from my eyes. I saw him wipe his own eyes as the music played.