Promise? [Mpreg]

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Promise?

Chapter 1

-Zayn-

It's been exactly 3 weeks since I found out I'm pregnant. I haven't told Liam, I'm planning on telling him soon. He's the dad the deserves to know. I'm just scared he won't want the baby. I mean we are too young to have a child. This baby was unexpected....very unexpected.

I think the lads are starting to worry about me, especially Liam. It's understandable though, it's gotten to the point where I barely talk. I'm mostly thinking about the child inside me. I eat more know. That's something new to the lads considering I've always eaten in small amounts. Now I eat way more than I've ever have. I wear loose clothes because I'm worried they'll see I've gotten bigger. I don't exactly have a baby bump yet but I have put on some weight.

I brought my hands up to wipe my eyes. I slowly sat up on my bed just incase i get nauseous. I didn't wake up to my morning sickness but I could throw up any second.

Once I felt like I wasn't going to throw up I got out of bed. I quickly went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I turned the shower water on so it would warm up while I stripped. When it was warm enough I got in and began to wash myself throughly.

I let my mind wander to how Liam would react. I was going to let him know today, I'm just hoping that he takes it well. Besides Liam's told me in several occasions how much he wanted a baby. This basically is his dream come true.

I turned the water off and grabbed my towel. I wrapped it around my waist and walked out of the bathroom. I froze immediately when I saw Liam was in my room, his back facing towards me. I immediately panicked because my belly is on display to him. He'll surely know I've put on some weight. I was about to go back into the bathroom when Liam spoke up.

"Hey babe. I came in here to wake you up but you were already up."

I silently cursed my self and turned around. "Yeah I decided to get an early start on the day."

"Yeah I had the same thou-" he stopped and his eyes traveled down my body. Unfortunately for me they stopped at my belly, and I immediately brought my arms up to wrap around my stomach protectivly.

"Liam can you please leave so I can change?" I quickly asked because I knew he was going to comment on my stomach.

"Yeah. Yeah I'll be in the kitchen with Louis and Harry." He said just above a whisper while walking towards the door.

I just nodded and sighed as soon as he left. I can't continue hiding this secret he needs to know.

I quickly changed into some black skinny jeans and a loose grey sweater. I put my hair up in a man bun because I'm too lazy to style it any diffrent right now. I put my black vans on and walked out of my room towards the kitchen. Before I walked in I stopped because I heard Louis ask something that made me freeze up.

"Hey Liam what would you do if you knocked up someone?" Louis asked.

"Thats not possible Louis you know that." Liam answered.

"Yeah yeah mate I know Zayn's a guy but some guys can get pregnant I know my baby Harry can."

"Louis don't tell him that." Harry yelled.

"Too late babe. But Liam what if Zayn got pregnant....what would you do?"

There was a moment of silence.

"Well I'm pretty sure Zayn can't get pregnant, but if he could I'd probably ask if he wanted to keep it. Don't get me wrong but we're too young right now. A baby would only be a distraction to our lives." Liam answered after a while.

I felt my heart breaking with each and every word he spoke. He wouldn't want my baby. He doesn't want it. He wants me to give it up. I felt tears start running down my face. Why can't I keep my emotions in like always? Fucking hormones.

"Zayn? Baby why are you crying? Are you okay?" Liam asked me, immediately rushing towards me.

What kind of question is that? Am I okay? No I'm clearly not okay.

"Why aren't you okay?" He asked while he put his arms around me. And I wanted that. I wanted him to hold me and tell me he wants my baby. But he doesn't. So I pushed him away. I don't need anything from him.

"Don't touch me." I said coldly. Tears still running down my face. I looked up at him he looked like a hurt puppy.
I turned around and walked into the living room. I grabbed my keys and walked out of the house. Once I was in my car I let out a choked sob. I wrapped my arms around my tummy protecting my baby.

"Don't worry baby. I'm going to keep you." I said while wiping my tears. I started the car and made my way towards the only person who would help me at the moment.

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