my world feels so turned around
yet it's not even spinning
im sitting on the ice cold ground
they're crystal clear, each path anxiously awaiting
but I just can't fucking get passed them
trapped behind invisible walls
and I can't fucking crack them
I never asked for this
I thought I wanted to be wanted
but I don't know who I am anymore and
I can't stand it
and ever so often it all goes dark
like days passing before me
before the day even starts
