I hear ripping
I feel tearing
The vibrations of heartache pulling on my heart strings
I wish you were still there
But I know you are gone
I can't accept
even though I know I should
I am a waste of time
I am a loser
Just don't talk to me
I'm not worth it
On repeat
I can't stop it
But I can start it
Anything can start it
From pin to shark
From acquaintance to love
It can vary
All I know is it's hard to handle
And it always will be
There are those who are there
Those who were there
and those who were never truly there
Nothing helps
I may hope
But it doesn't
Pain is too harsh
