Feelings that I don't understand

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Star Pov
I didn't realize I ended up sleeping in Marcos bed, I was tired and bored by doing homework and as I woke up I see a sleeping Marco and he looks so cute..stop it star he probably still likes Jackie..I move his arm off my waist and leave his room and get ready..I know I only feel like this because I was afraid of losing him to Toffee and the rest..I never knew how powerful he was..I rather fight Ludos goons instead of that guy

I brushed my hair and looked at myself in the mirror, what can I do to make me look normal or at least decent "Morning Star, sleep well?" "Oh..hey Marco, yeah I slept well did you?" "Yup..you okay?" He said as he put toothpaste on his toothbrush "Yeah..deciding on what hairstyle I should do today" he looked at me and back at the mirror and brushed his teeth "Should I do a bun or braid it? Ooh how about a ponytail!" He chuckle "Its up to you, you still look pretty either way" "Aww thanks Marco" I blushed a little and we finished getting ready and went downstairs "So what are we doing today?" "Well I have karate practice, you can come and watch if you want?" "Hmm..I'll stay home, you have fun I could invite ponyhead if I want to?" "Alright, be careful" "Marco I can take care of myself..." I said crossing my arms "Star I know, but you know what I mean" "Yeah..I know" he smiled and he hugged me and left and I was alone in the big empty house

I walk upstairs and I see Marcos door open slightly and I tip toe slowly and grabbed the nearest thing that was on his desk which is a karate trophy as I look around there was no one there, I must be losing my mind "Man..I'm going crazy with all this paranoia" I sat on his bed and looked at the photo of me and Marco, we look so happy there, I wonder why he gave up on Jackie? I decided to take a walk around town and since I don't have my wand its going to go smoothly..well more or less. I walked down the sidewalk to where school is an the Quicky Mart is and i see Jackie with Blake and they are holding hands! What?! Oh my gosh! What if Marco sees this and flips?! He'll be heartbroken! I shake my head and walk by them "Hey Star, where's Marco?" I stopped in my tracks and look at them "Karate practice..um what are you two doing?" "Oh..me and Blake are on a date and he asked me out..I thought Marco would've by now but I guess not..anyways later" they got on their skateboards and disappeared...man Marco could have had his chance yesterday

I continue my walk and I end up at a park and I sit on the swings and look around, people with their other halves, when am I going to find my true love? "Hey...uh" "Star..Star Butterfly?" "Yeah..right so..I was wondering if you like to go see a movie or whatever?" I looked at oskar and smiled "Yeah..I guess?" "Okay..cool, where's your friend that's always following you?" "Oh you mean Marco?" "Yeah..is he going to be mad or something?" I thought about it but I guess not "Nope..what time should I meet you?!" "Like..6 or something" he got up and left "Oh..okay!" I yell back, he was acting weird, he hasn't really talked to me since the last time I texted him. "Wand..please be fixed soon I'm super bored without it.." i say as i get off the swing and walk home..

Marco Pov
As I was riding downtown to my dojo I saw Jackie and Blake, they were holding hands and stuff..I guess I was too late..but surprisingly it didn't really affect me in any way "Hey Marco!" Jackie said as she comes near me and I stop my bike "Hey Jackie, I see you and Blake are together huh?" "Oh..yeah I was waiting for you but you never asked so he asked me out yesterday last night..I'm sorry" "Its okay, I'm happy for you" "You are?" "Yeah..well I have practice so later" I waved at her and she looked confused but walked away, did she really wanted me to ask her out? Then why didn't she tell me herself? Ugh girls are so confusing...throughout my practice I couldn't think straight I kept thinking of star..she fell asleep in my arms and it was nice and peaceful, and it felt right for her to be there..I don't know we're only 15 so we don't know yet for our feelings...I still know that star has a crush on Oskar from the way beginning..she'll probably end up with him. I ride my bike home and I'm hungry and tired "Star! I'm home!" I yell and don't hear anything, I rush upstairs and check her room but she wasn't there and I enter my room and she was sleeping on my bed holding a picture of us hmm.

I decided to leave her sleep but she heard the door and woke up "Um..Marco is that you?" She said rubbing her eyes "Yeah its me" "Sorry I'm in your bed..I feel safer on it" she said patting a spot for me to sit and I sit anyway "Jackie is with Blake" "I know" "You do?!" "Yeah..I saw them on my way to practice..she told me herself" "You aren't upset or mad?" "Nope..I actually feel fine, kinda weird though for my opinion" she nodded her head in agreement "I got asked out by Oskar.." "That's good! Aren't you excited?" "Um..I don't know I think I fantasized him too much and doesn't really look like I thought.." "Well did you say yes to his date?" "Yeah..but I don't want to go alone..can you come and watch us from behind?" I looked at her confused "Um what?" "Come on Marco! Please!" She said pleading me "Star I can't be a stalker watching your date? What kind of guy do you think I am?" "I'll pay the popcorn for you?" "Okay when are we going?" "Tonight at 6 something" "Tonight? At 6 something?" "Yup exactly..so we have 3 hours left" I nodded and looked in my closet and she left to her room and picked an outfit

After wasting an hour with with looking for an outfit I just wore what I usually do an star did as well "well I'm dressed up" as I entered Stars she was putting on her boots "Wearing the same huh?" "Yeah..its not some fancy date or anything like that.." I sat near her and she held her hands "Star..do you like Oskar like before?" She looked at me and looked down "I don't know..my feelings are confusing! I just want to be happy" as she lay back on her bed "Hey! What about you? How are your feelings?" She asked as she stood up "My feelings for Jackie are mutual, she kinda looked upset when I told her that I was happy for her..guess she really liked me..anyway I think I like someone else" "Oooh! Who's the special lady? Do I know her?" "I can't say, you'll have to wait" "What?! Marco!" I laughed and stood up "Let's start heading out.." I extended my hands for her to grab and she did kinda annoyed "Star what's with that face?" "I'm upset because you won't tell me who this mystery girl is" I shake my head "I'll tell you after my date okay" "You Promise?" She said with pleading eyes "Yes..I promise" "Yay! Lets go Marco!" She took my arm and we ran all the way to the date ..I'm scared for my feelings

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