Michael Myers Diary

diary 1

November 2nd 2016,
Well another Halloween has passed. I wish I could say it went well. Kills were slim this year. I feel like I'm losing my touch with it. I mean I still get that overwhelming rage every Halloween but it's slowly going away. Maybe because I'm getting old. It's funny how 364 days of the year people don't see me as Michael Myers. Instead they see me as Elliot Simon. Just your average 30 year old guy with goofy glasses. A part of me wishes that Michael didn't live in my mind. I feel like whenever i talk to new people they don't really know me. I don't know. I put my mask and knife away yesterday, until next year. I'm supposed to go out with Jenny tonight. I'm really excited, she makes me smile. But if she knew about "Michael" she would leave me in a heartbeat which truly scares me. I always see on the news that Michael Myers has no fears and isn't scared of anything. Well news to them that Elliot Simon who resides under that mask does have fears. I fear living. I fear love. I fear showing myself. I fear death. I fear water. And most of all I fear Michael. Cuz when I'm him I have no control and that is the scariest feeling.