All Yours (Isang Tanong Isang Sagot Book 2)

Chapter 9

Nakakainis.. Nakakaburat.. Nakakagalit hmp..

Kailangan ba sa harap ko maglandian?! Excuse you, andito pa kami...

Ivy: Miks, okay ka lang?

Nag-aalala siya... This is one of the contributing factors why I love her... it's because of the simple things she could express to me..

I held her hand tight and gave her a sly smile..

At dahil di naman kami kinakausap netong Ara at monica na to, I've decided to give Ivy my full attention, since she deserves it all, by means of pulling her close to me. Hinalikan ko siya sa pisnge..

Me: I love you, Ivy...

She gave me a sweet smile.. Hinila niya ko and kissed me on my lips.. The kiss was always so good.. She reminded me that whenever I need someone, she'll always be there.. and that she's always mine and so, by kissing her back, I've also assured her that I'm always hers, no matter what happens, no matter what I feel for Ara, no matter what confuses me.

She stopped when we both realized na may dalawang pares ng mata ang nagmamasid samin.

Tumingin ako kila Ara.. Nakatulala lang siya samin... bigla siyang napayuko and so did Monica..

Tumayo ako..

Me: Babe, cr lang ako ah.

Tumango lang naman si Ivy.. tumayo na ako at pumunta sa cr.. buti walang masyadong tao.

Naghilamos ako and looked at my reflection in the mirror. Bakit ganun? Bakit ganto ang nararamdaman ko? Mabigat na parang may dinadala. Move on na kasi, Mika.... Si Ivy na talaga diba? You've decided..

"Ano yun?"

Nagulat ako nang biglang pumasok si Ara sa banyo at nilock pa ang pinto. Buti na lang lumabas na yung iba kundi eskandalo to for sure.

Me: Bakit ka andito, Ara? Diba dapat kasama mo si Monica?

Lumapit siya ng onti sa akin.

Ara: Mika, bakit ka niya hinalikan?

She looked at me, straight in the eyes..

Me: HAHAHA.. baliw ka ba, ara o lasing ka na? girlfriend ko yun huy baka nakakalimutan mo...

humarap akong muli sa salamin..

Ara: but in a public place, Mika? kissing passionately?

humarap naman ako sa kaniya.

Me: Excuse you, kayo rin nung monica mo no! mas matagal no... nakakahiya nga naman sa inyo na parang kayo na lang tao sa mundo.

Ara: Mika, nasasaktan ako.

Oh please, ano na naman ba to?!

Me: Ara... napag-usapan na natin to. No going back remember?

Ara: Hindi ko kaya, Mika.. Mahal pa rin kita.. At kahit anong pilit ko, ikaw pa rin eh.

me: mahal pa rin kita ara..pero iba na ngayon..may monica ka at may ivy na ko and we both know na hindi nila deserve ang masaktan..

ara: help me get over you..

me: don't because i won't.. i'll always love you ara.. i'll always keep you in my heart..

papalabas na sana ako nang bigla niya kong hinatak pabalik..

ara: break up with her, Mika. I'm so desperate to ask this of you, but please..

Me: No, ara. I won't.. Oo, mahal kita, but the day you went away set me free... Ivy was there. She was my battery, powering me up, my spark plug, my savior and my better half.. Oo, nasasaktan ako na nakikita kayong masaya ni monica kasi sh*t ara.. mahal pa din kita..

sumandal ako sa pinto..

me: it kills me everytime.. simula nung dumating ka, nagkagulo-gulo na ang lahat. dapat nga nakamove on na ko sayo, pero hindi eh.. the more na nakikita kita, mas lalo akong naguguluhan.

napaupo na ko sa lapag and again, umiiyak na naman ako for ara.. kelan ba to titigil?

lumapit siya at pilit akong niyayakap..

ara: Then be with me, mika. Stay with me.. Oo, may masasaktan pero ganun ang pagmamahal mika..

me: But I never told you that I love you more than Ivy.. Oo, mahal pa kita, pero sorry, mas mahal ko si ivy dahil siya, hinding hindi niya ko sinaktan..

Tumayo ako at inunlock ang pinto. I wiped my tears, then started to walk..

I never tried to look back because I know I'll hurt myself even more.

Alam kong tama at totoo ang mga sinabi ko.. Mahal ko si Ara, but Ivy had always been my better, no, best half... and I swore I'd never let her go...

And I came to the conclusion wherein I have to say that I'd be keeping that promise till my heart stops beating..

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sorry po kung meh foul words.. hahahaha. vote and commentz

sorrryyyy kung may errors, bad words huhu :(( part of the story lang po yun..