Its a girl thing

Chapter 3

"So, have you found a girlfriend yet?" Mickey asked while we were walking home.

The question was awkward for me because, I wanted her to be my girlfriend. "No, not yet."

We walked silently the rest of the way to my house. I kept finding my self looking over taking glimpses of Mickeys breasts and butt, I felt so wrong, but my brain told me it was right.

We walked into my subdivision and up my driveway. When we got inside I found a note from my mon,"Dear Cassie, Lawrence and I will be gone late I left ten dollars on the counter in case you and Mickey got hungry, to order pizza or something. Your welcome to anything in the fridge, Love you honey. From, Mom"

I set the letter down, and stuffed the ten bucks in my pocket.

"MiMi, do you want some orange juice?" I grabbed two glasses and the orange juice out of the cooler. "Yea,sure. Thanks Cass." We both went up to my room. My Yorkie, Tar-Tar was following close behind us. We got in my room and I closed the door in the dogs face.

"You wanna watch some T.V.?" I clicked the button on the remote. "What's on demand?'' After searching through the movies, we settled on out favorite, 13 going on 30.

"So Cassie, do you plan on getting back together with Sebastian?'' I flinched at the question because I didn't wanna think about Sebastian, with his sexy body, and chiseled face features.

I put my hand on her thigh. "I'm totally over him." Mickey looked uncomfortable. I was so tempted to have sex with her.

I pushed her down to the bed. I put my body on her an we started kissing. "Cassie, can we stop now please?" She looked panicked and was trying to get away. I got off of her.

"Sorry Cass, I just can't have sex with a lesbian. I'm very uncomfortable being in this situation." I was a little hurt to hear that, "Sorry Cass," it reminded me of Sebastian. "Bye Cassie. I can't do this, it's sick and grotesque."

She was referring to it like she was in a horror movie. I thought she accepted who I was. She got off the bed and ran downstairs, I heard the front door slam, and I was all alone.

I crawled under my covers and opened up my Seventeen magazine and started crying. Something fell out from between the pages and I picked it up. It was a picture of Sebastian, Mickey, and I.

"Fuck you Sebastian, Fuck you Mickey." I pulled out a cigarette, my lighter and the picture and went outside.

I burned my cigarette. I was bawling my eyes out. "You both are fucking assholes!" I threw the picture down and set it on fire.

It burned for awhile, then it just was gone. I dropped to the ground shaking and crying. I vomited and then I guess I fell asleep.

"Cassandra,Cassandra!" I woke up to Larry shaking me with a flashlight in my face. It was super dark out.

"Cassandra, what the hell are you doing out here in the goddamned backyard?" My mom was angry. Her face was red and her fists were balled up.

"I was out here and I guess I fell asleep." I didn't tell her about the whole incident.

"C'mon honey, lets bring you inside." Larry helped me up, and I put my hoodie on. But the cool air still stung my face, or maybe if was just pain.