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You felt your heart break as the boy you had liked since you were sixteen rejected you in front of his friends. You didn't know whether he wanted to seem cool or just plain arrogant. All you wanted to do was run, run until your legs gave in and your feet were raw in pain. Your (ex) crush stared at you with a blank expression not knowing what to do. Tears rolled down your cheeks causing you to lower your head to the floor.
The pit of your stomach started swirling inside of you in such a sickening way. You couldn't comprehend the embarrassment.
"Why are you still here?" Your (ex) crush's girlfriend sniggered and stood beside him. You didn't bother answering that bitch, you just turned around and ran. You heard loud laughter coming from the group who just witnessed your rejection.
You continued to run until you possibly couldn't, until your lungs gave in and your legs started aching. The pain wasn't anything compared to the pain you had just experienced.
All you wanted right now was comfort and alone time. It was already getting dark so you started to make your way home. You walked down dark streets, through creepy alleys where teenagers did their drug dealing and past houses that contained happiness and love, something you couldn't feel at that moment. You wanted to die. You wanted to wrap yourself in the blankets and watch Big Hero 6 with a bunch of sweets as you wallow in your tears.
You had always been the one to cry very easily, it was the norm for you to cry a lot, happy or sad tears. You never understood why you were so sensitive, you just were.
As you continued to walk down an empty dark gloomy street, you felt small buds of sweat roll down your head. To cool yourself down, you pulled back your brown hair and tied it back with a black hair tie. Once you finished tying your hair up, a black jeep pulled up beside you. The window closed to you rolled down to reveal your best friend of twelve years, Kim Taehyung.
A scowl was smeared across his face as he stared at you. You could see he wasn't happy at all. He looked at the empty passenger seat beside him, which signalled you to get into the car.
"Why are you crying?" Taehyung huffed angrily as he started up the car. You didn't reply, you just sniffled.
"Was it him?" Taehyung gritted his teeth and gripped the steering wheel tighter. You didn't know how to react to him. He was never this angry ever.
"Answer me Safiye... Was it him?" You could see his knuckles turning white as he held onto the steering wheel tighter and tighter. You simply nodded to answer Taehyung's question. You watched as he quietly mumbled curse words under his breath. Your head lowered to look at your lap. You both stayed silent the entire way home.
You had lived with Taehyung for a while now. He had a weird motto about best friends being the best people to live with, you never cared to actually learn his motto.
You both entered the apartment, neither of you wanted to break the silence. You couldn't understand why Taehyung so angry.
"What's wrong Tae?" You quietly asked your aggravated best friend.
"What's wrong?" Taehyung said in a monotone voice which sounded questionable. Taehyung raised his voice this time to a shout "WHAT'S WRONG?"
Taehyung kicked the small coffee table that was placed in the centre of your living room. His angry began to frighten you slightly.
"What's wrong is that you don't ever listen to me. What's wrong is that i'm always the one picking the pieces up. What's wrong is that you can see what i'm doing anymore!" Taehyung shouted at you, not caring if it hurt you. He continued, "What's wrong is that you're so naive. What's wrong is that i can't handle you anymore."
You were taken back by his words, feeling slightly attacked and broken.
"If you hate me so much then why don't you just leave!" You shouted back. Taehyung stood a few meters away from you with a blank expression.
"You're so self-centred." Taehyung frowned to himself.
"Who are you?" You asked with a pathetic look on your face that just described disgust.
"SAFIYE WHY CAN'T YOU JUST OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES." Taehyung screamed with tears brimming his eyes. He quickly blinked then back and ignored it. You didn't want to speak.
"I'm fucking done. I've already had a shit day and you yelling at me won't help me..." You yelled back at Taehyung, who was pacing the living room, running his hands through his hair.
"You're fucking done? WHAT ABOUT ME?" Taehyung screamed at you with teary eyes.
"GO ON THEM TAE! WHAT ABOUT YOU?" You burst into tears at the fact the only person you cared for had turned against you.
"I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU! HOW COULD YOU NOT SEE THAT?" Taehyung stormed over to you, causing you to stumbled back against the nearest wall. Your head was spinning and your stomach had butterflies.
"Wait... Really?" You lowered your voice, turning tone from angry to caring within two seconds.
"Yes you idiot." Taehyung allowed a few tears to roll down his cheeks and you did the same. Taehyung leaned down and kissed your cheeks.
You found it insane how you can turn from screaming to compassionate.
"Promise me that you won't fall for anymore idiots..." Taehyung cupped your face and smiled sweetly.
"I think i'm falling for one right now." You giggled before pressing your lips against his.
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