I brush Eli off and go to my room a make a make shift wall between are beds so he can't bother me. I turn into a bunny so I can cry an not be heard as much. After about 2 hours
*knock knock*
Dad: sweetie?
I turn back to normal and throw so clothes on, I open the door
Dad: oh my gosh are you okay your so pale and your makeups everywhere
Me: I'm sorry * I look down*
Dad: oh, I'm sorry I shouldn't of said that * hugs me *
I hug him back and the tears flow out of me like a waterfall
Me: Fuck
Dad: its okay, *pats my back* its okay
Jacob, Eli ,and Anthoney, come up stairs and I wee them stare at me. I pull away and go back to my room
* knock knock*
Jacob: Harmony?? Can we come in?...
Eli: please, we have stuff for you ....
I get up an open the door because I know they won't leave if I didn't, I stop wipe my tears and clean most of the makeup off
Me: what?
They all hug me, but they look at each other surprised like they all went supposed to hug me at once. I dunk down and step out of the cluster
Anthoney: I'm sorry for your loss * he hands me a potted tiger Lilly* ( my favorite)
Me: thanks * I gently take the plant and put it on my window will and sit on my bed*
Jacob:I hope you feel better soon * he hands me a fancy little box*
(Its a ring)
Me: you don't have to spend so much money on me....but thanks * I put it on my left middle finger and put on a fake smile*
Eli: ya know I'd rather you not smile at all then fake one....* he looks at me with concern in his eyes, he hands me a picture frame that is measly bedazzled and colored*
I look at it , its me an my mom..... I hold it close to me and the tears fall from my eyes I try to stop but it only makes it worse
Me: * i breathy speak * Thank you so much...*I choke on my words*
I look up at him not really being able to see him threw the blue of my tears he bends down an hugs me a place the picture frame on the desk and embrace him
Anthoney: well looks like are chances are getting smaller
I snap back out of my daze and push Eli away, I edge to the corner of my bed an lean against my wall and bring my feet to my chest
Me: sorry, I don't know what came over me....I didn't mean, * Eli cuts me off*
Eli: Its okay...
Me: please leave...
Jacob: what?
Me: please go away...
Jacob: oh...sorry
Eli: do you mind of I just lay down in my bed, I understand if you don't want me to tho...
Me: its okay, I mean it is your room to..
Jacob and Anthoney, took turns hugging me then left I put PJs on an played down so did Eli, thank goodness for walk in closets....
Me: Eli??
Eli: yeah? * he looks at my with mournful eyes *
Me: will you hold me....
Eli: of course....
