One Day...

Does it get better?

*texting at 1:20am*
Bonnie: I can't take it anymore..I'm sorry, nothing ever goes right , I'm always the one getting hurt!
Mark: DONT YOU DO IT, DONT YOU DARE DO IT! I care ..I need you here. Please .., look just go to sleep instead .. You promised me.
Bonnie:ok ..I'm sorry , I didn't mean to scare you like that, you're right ima just go to sleep. Goodnight sweet dreams.
Mark: goodnight.

Bonnie's POV:
I don't want to hurt him..but I also don't want to care too much cause I know I'm gonna end up hurting. Im just scared to get attached...being used.. Worthless. "One for being fat, one for being ugly, one for worthless, and another for being stupid" I'm just tired, like does it ever get better? Its better that I never told Mark that I was gonna cut...I don't want him to leave me alone or frustrate him.

Marks POV:
How can I sleep when I know she can't. I can't deal with the fact that she might cut, she doesn't understand how much she means to me, if only I never lived 7 hours away..I would have been next to her to comfort her! I'm useless, I just want her to see that I'm not like everyone else, I want to be that friend that she knows she can count on.

~next day~

Bonnie is changing into her black skinny jeans as usual, also with black vans and a PTV shirt but also a black this sweater to cover her scars, she doesn't need any more people talking about her. She gets in her car to make it on time, being in 12th grade is ruff when you can't keep up, all the work and 7 classes with ignorant people bulling you in each class with no one to stand up for you.

*text at 7:45am*
Mark:good morning buttercup :3 have a good day at school, and hey! Ignore them, you're strong <3 .
Bonnie: I'm at hell already, I mean school. Thanks :3 you too, and sorry about last night...I won't bother you with my problems again.
Mark: you don't bother me. Plus I want to help you buttercup, I know Im not by your side but always remember that I'm here for you okay.
Bonnie: Thanks buttcheek :3 Text you later..class just started.
Mark: bye

Bonnie is sitting in the back of the class with her head in the desk to avoid the staring from her classmates. Jackie, the popular girl, whispers to her follower, Gabby. "Bet you I can make her cry" says Jackie. "Why would you wanna do that again?" Said Gabby. Jackie says in a taunting voice, "fine bet you can't make her cry." Gabby then stares at Jackie kinda nervous then walks up to Bonnie.