One Day...

we'll figure it out

Bonnie's POV:

We were now sitting in couch, talking about cutting..about stopping..about recovering. The talk made me feel sick inside but also a little warm feeling knowing he cares about me.

Mark: why did you start.
Bonnie: problems..I don't know.
Mark: I know it starts by problems but what problem, what caused you to trigger.
Bonnie: ...
Mark: it's okay buttercup, if you don't wanna tell me. I understand.
Bonnie: can you tell me what started. What caused you to do that...
Mark: When I was a young boy my father took me into the city to live with him since my mom had past away. And well, he did drugs and often left me by myself while he went out with grown women to "hang out"... When he would come home he would beat me or didn't feed me.
Bonnie: Mark, you don't have to tell me anymore, sorry. I should have never asked, don't cry.
Mark: no, its okay. I was gonna tell you anyways. Maybe through time you'll tell me about your problem but for now please don't harm yourself.
Bonnie: okay

Mark's POV:

She looked. At me with a half crooked smile which I knew was fake. Oh shit THE TICKETS TO SEE PIERCE THE VEIL. Bonnie guess what???! I said with excitement. What?! She said confused. I got 2 tickets to see Pierce The Veil! And its here in LA. It starts tomorrow. By now she had the biggest smile and her eyes were watery. I guess she was surprised or shocked, but I giggled based on her expression. She then hugged me tight and kissed my cheek. But then...she let me go and looked at me, her eyes saddened and her expression upset me now. What's gonna happen when your gone? I'm just gonna be by myself.
She said while a tear rolled down her face. Then she looked down. I don't know but look we'll figure it out. I'll figure it out don't worry. I said then i pulled her close to me by holding her hands and then kissed her. By now the kiss became more aggressive. And then I just hugged her tight, not wanting to let go of her. The fear of us both not wanting to be away from each other made me tear up.