Breen-

*THE START*

Breen knew she was different. All the girls at her school were all happy and they had everything, all rich, all good at school, all well educated, all hanging out with some dude they barely know.... And then there was Breen.... A ten-year-old girl... Looking ugly, hating herself for things she never done, feeling useless to this world we're living in, feeling all lonely, empty and always asking herself                   -'' why am I still living''

She changed schools twice. She thought she would give herself a new start but she was wrong.. Breen was getting bullied in every school she attended to... Usually they called her names like ''loner'', ''flat chested'', ''stupid'', ''bitch'', ''attention seeker''... you might think that those aren't really hurtful but if you get called those names every single day, yes you would... they make fun of you as soon as they see you... To make it even worse, Breen always been a sensitive girl and she gets paranoid very easily.. If she's in a room and there are kids talking to each other, she instantly thinks they are talking about her.. She is insecure about her body...

The first school she attended to was a whole mess.. Breen had no real friends and she used to feel alone all the time.. The school was mixed, girl and boys.. she used to play a lot with the boys football and basketball... One day she was playing with them and she scored and it was the last one and her team won the game. Breen felt good for the first time... She didn't just make someone else feel happy but even to herself, she was proud. But that didn't last long.. The opponent's leader and two other guys came towards her and the leader shacked hands with Breen saying ,''good game'' and the other two guys went behind her and ripped Breen's trousers... and all the kids who were in the school yard made fun of her.. She immediately left running out of the yard... They planned it all, she was so embarrassed. From that they she used to cry every morning to beg her mum not to go to school and her mum noticed that something was wrong with Breen. She called the school and asked them what's wrong with her daughter but what would they know?! The kids planned it... that there will be none of the teachers were supervising during break. Breen never told anything to anyone since she didn't have any true friends and teachers would automatically contacts her parents. Breen wouldn't tell her parents either. Breen's parents at the moment were having trouble as well.. She always kept things to herself..

Days went by and Christmas was right around the corner.. Breen was excited to meet with her whole family again and exchange presents. This season was always her favourite because a new year would be coming up! As usual they would all meet at her grandmother's house, have lunch and after a while chatting, they go exchange the gifts. They all gathered around the christmas tree in the living room. After they exchanged the gifts, Breen's brother came next to her and randomly started to make fun of her in front of her whole family. ''when are you going to grow up'' .... he also used to calculate how taller he is than Breen too look like the big guy.. he actually was 13 (three years bigger than Breen) Breen's parents just stared at him.....joining him laughing together with her brother.... I guess she didn't have a favorite season anymore...