The Feeling

Chapter 10

"I- I don't know man I swear!" He screamed.

"Awe Theo I know you know," I walked around him spinning the knife in my hands skillfully. "And I will kill you very slowly if you don't tell me what you know." I slid the knife down his already bloody arm making a deep cut not deep enough to kill him but enough to feel the pain.

"Ahh shit man I can't he'll kill me!"

"I will kill you if you don't!" I threw the knife into the wall next to me. His eyes followed it. I untied his hands from the chair and his legs. His eyes were filled with confusion. I walked behind him and toosed him out the chair. He scrambled on the floor to get away from me but I had already had him in a chokehold.
He coughed and tried to pry my arms off but I only squeezed harder.

"Tell me what I want to know Theo!" He tapped my arm twice.
He wheezed and tried to catch his breath scooting away.

"If I tell you will you kill me?"
I rolled my eyes. "If you tell me what I want to know then I won't kill you." He let out a breath of relief.

"Okay so what I heard was the Russians hate you, well everyone hates you, but they heard you have someone that's close to you so they want to take them away and they plan on doing it soon real soon"

I nodded "is there anything else?"
He shook his head.

BANG

"That was not what the fuck I wanted to hear." I spat.

I walked out of the basement and bumped into Mary.

"Perdoname eh Niño have you been to see her yet?"

"No." Her face fell.

Ever since what happened I've been focused on finding out who did this so I've been either in my office or in the basement. Its been a few days.

"You should re-"

"You said she was fine so why would i need to go see her."

"Because I know in your heart that you are worried about her and you care for her. So go take a damn shower to get all that blood off your shirt and go see her or so help me God I will-"

"Okay okay fine." She smiled wide.

"Oh gracias Niño!" She pulled me down and pecked my cheek.

"Yeah yeah." I walked upstairs to hurry up and shower.

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I walked in hearing the faint beeping of the monitor and to see Gabby asleep next to her on the bed. Hearing me walk in Gabby looked at me with tired eyes.

"Well look who it is." She said sarcastically.

"Wassup."

"I'll give you guys some time I'm gonna go get something to eat," she climbed out of the bed and grabbed my arm before leaving. "If she gets hurt anymore I will kill you." I rolled my eyes but nodded.

I walked over to the side of the bed and took in her appearance.
Her beautiful long hair looked dead and layed out on the pillow, her beautiful milk chocolate face was pale. And her bright pink and juicy lips were now chapped had less color also.

Oh I miss her smile

I grabbed her soft small chubby hands in mine. They seemed to fit perfectly. I rubbed my thumb gently over the top.
"I tried. I tried so hard to stay away from you Menah I really did." I sighed. "Even at the office over the years I tried but when you moved I got to be closer to you. Closer then I should've been but I wanted you, I wanted you to be mine. You were always mine but I wanted you to know you were mine. I didn't mean anything I said before I was just frustrated that someone was able to get in the house. They could've gotten to you and I couldn't have that. What a great job I've done. I allowed this to happen to you if wouldn't have let you go outside or if I would've ran faster or pulled out my gun sooner or something you wouldn't in this situation!" I felt her squeeze my hand. I looked up to see her beautiful hazel eyes staring down at me not in hatred or disappointment but love and admiration.
"This is not your fault Sebastian, it's that man or woman that did this to me. Please don't ever blame yourself."I nodded. "And come here I gotta tell you something." She smirked. I chuckled and leaned closer. She placed her hand on my cheek and pulled me down but before I lips touched she turned my head and whispered in my ear.
"I like you too Mr. Santiago. But if  you yell at me again I will hurt you." I pulled back and grinned as she giggled like a school girl. I couldn't take it anymore. I kissed her pulling her as close as possible. She kissed me back putting her arms around my neck pulling on my hair. I groaned shit. I kissed down her neck. She lent back to give me more room.
Menah's P.O.V.

I heard my heart race on the monitor and I knew Sebastian heard it as he kissed my neck. I turned my head to give him more room.
I moaned as He found my sweet spot and made his mark. His hands moved from my face gliding down carresing my body. Before it got to far I pushed him back gently.
"That's enough." I laughed as he tried to keep going."I'm not doing it in a hospital with you."
He raised his eyebrow "you sure?" I pecked him again biting his bottom lip he moaned this time I quickly pulled back again" yes I'm sure."He groaned look what you did." He pouted. I look down.
"Put that thing away your gonna poke someone's eye out!" He glared at me.
"This is your fault!" I laughed and shrugged. "Scoot over!" He laid beside me like we did before the first time I got hurt.
I frowned when awoke last time he was gone.
"What's wrong?"

"Are you gonna leave again when I wake up?" He shook his head and  kissed me again.
"No I'm not going anywhere."
"Good." I laid my head on his chest my arm on his waist he pulled the cover over my shoulders and to my neck. Laying on him was like laying on a warm pillow. And I fell asleep with his heart beat as my lullaby.

My last thought was

Who the fuck did this to me?!