Joyland (JeongIn)

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Teng!

Its 12:00 p.m.

The night flew away,

But I'm still crying.

I buried my face in the wet pillow. Probably wet because of my nonstop tears.

Stop it,

Stop it, Jung Yein.

You have no hope for him.

He left you. Why should you care?

Get a life

People always tell that to me,

But instead,

My life is getting more worst,

Only because of him.

I teared up. Again.

Remembering the moments.

Our moment,

In the Joyland

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"Oppa!"

I run towards him. My boyfriend. He smiled. Then I jumped and hug him, tightly, making hin chuckled. "You miss me so much, eh?" He asked. I buried ny face on his neck crook.

"So much" I answered. Making him smile more bigger. "Yein-ie, let's go. I already buy our ticket!" He released the hug and grab my hand. I smiled and follows him from the back. After done checking, we walked in.

When we're wondering around, I saw a Ferris Wheel. I smiled and grab his hand towards the Ferris Wheel. We get in and when it starts, I saw the most beautiful view ever.

Bamsaedorok doragadeon gwallamcha

I rested my head on his shoulder. And he rested his head on my upper head too. We smiled each other and interwine our fingers together. He lifted my head, turning it to face him. So close that I could feel his hot breath.

"Yein" He called. "Y-Yes?" I stuttered. I was so nervous right now. "I love you. So much" He kissed my forehead. "Nado (Me too)" I replied amd stared at his super handsome face. I grinned so big. But then, my grin quickly faded as my vision blurred.

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Nothing's change if you cry right?

But why?

He said that he love me

But he leave me

Walking with the girl in joy

The girl who's clunging in his hand is even prettier than me

I knew it

I'm only used to cure his aching heart when that girl break up with him

Hahaha

All the sweet things you said to me is just a lie right, Jeon Jungkook?

I laughed. I laughed crazily. But tears raced again. I'm a total mess right now. Because of him.

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He gave me a big sized cotton candy. I smiled so big. He knows all my favorite.

Sesang gajang dalkomhaetdeon somsatang

I fed him. We laughed at each other. The cotton candy is just so sweet. This is probably the best day of my life. The cold breeze makes me shiver, he gave me his jacket. Its warm. And its more warmer when he hugs me. We stared at the spinning Ferris Wheel.

Haengbokhaetdeon gieokdeuri tteoolla

"I love you to death" He whispers to me. And...

Chu~

BOOM!!

The fireworks start to explode in the sky. Making beautiful sparks all over the dark night.

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"Yein, lets broke up"

My mind is blank when he said that. Tears slowly flowed on my cheeks. He sighed and give me his couple ring. "I'm sorry. But I already love someone who's better than you"

He left me.

H.E.L.E.F.T.M.E

My heart is hurting. I cried on the cafe. Ignoring all the worrying stares that I got from other peoples. I covered my face. And I have a one long cry there.

I will never go home if Sujeong eonnie don't come and pick me up. My eyes is swollen and I have no voice to talk to her. Sujeong eonnie brought me to her house. When we arrived, Taehyung oppa came and patted my back.

"Damn that Jungkook. I will give him a lesson" Taehyung oppa growled. I bursted again. I shook my head. "No don't do that. I'm sure his life is better without me" I prevent him. Taehyung oppa just sigh and nod.

"Okay, then. If thats what you want, Yein"

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"YEIN OPEN THE DOOR!! PLEASE LISTEN TO ME!! DON'T DO ANYTHING INSIDE THERE!!"

I ignore her shout. I take the cutter from my table and point it towards my veins. I can't hold it anymore. He's deleting me from his contacts, he doesn't want to see me, he ignore me everytime, and I had it.

When the sharp point hits my inner skin, a red liquid slowly fall amd decorates the white floor. Its just a one jab, but I feel my sight is blurring.

BRAAKK!!

"YEIN!! OH MY GOD!! OPPA!! QUICK! BRING HER TO THE HOSPITAL!! NOW!!!!"

And its a total black.

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"Doctor! Is she doing fine?!"

"Luckyly, she's alive. She's just losing so much blood. I'm sure she will be fine. Now, excuse me"

I opened my eyes. I heard a sobbing sound. I cleared my sight. Then I saw my eonnie's are crying and Bangtan oppa is trying to calm them.

"Eonnie?"

They quickly turned their head. I can see their puffy red eyes. They run to me and hug me. "YEIN! YOU'RE UP!!" Mijoo eonnie squaled. I just sleep there in confusion.

"W-what h-happen? W-why I'm in the hospital..?" I stammered. My eonnie's and oppa's look at me with a sad look. "Nah, we'll tell you later. Now we should celebrate your 1 week sleeping, right?" Soojung eonnie suggested, making them cheered in joy.

I smiled.

But behind the room's curtain,

I clearly saw a shadow there.

"Yein? Hello!! Earth to Yein!!" Jiyeon eonnie waved her hands in front of my face. I let out a small smile. Which make them cheered in joy again. Even Yoongi oppa join the 'cheering party'.

I turned my head to see the curtain again.

But the shadow is already gone.

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I'm sorry, Yein-ah. I'm the worst man ever for you. I'm back with Halla, but why my heart still beats for Yein? Why did my heart did not flutter when I'm near Halla?

This world is making my brain confused. I totally regret my action to leave her. I thought that I still love Halla, but my heart changed now. I loved Yein.

Well, I hope you get another man that make you happy, Yeinnie. I will try to forget you and live happily with Halla. Thanks for all your love. And goodbye. Goodbye for forever.

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I'm in love with Joyland of Lovelyz song. So when I read the English translation, an idea popped out of nowhere. Hope you like it! I will update it fast if I'm not busy! And please comment and vote. Thank you for reading, guys! Saranghae :*

(Sorry for the typos tho. I'm the typo queen here :V)

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